Should I try once more? But thee is no time left for that. What should I say to papa actually? I really do not know what I am feeling what will I tell him. I myself do not know whether to go or not! What will I do going there? All my flash backs regarding my school annual day will be fresh . I just cannot take this . All these days I had somehow managed to control myself but now , I will not be able to control myself . I will be reminded of all those memories. It is better to not go there . Yes, leave … I should not talk about this to papa. Yes! I should not.
Now who is there.
Sanam , I will not pick her call. I know what she will say . I very well know she will talk about Annual day only . She will try to convince me to visit the university .
Let it be I will not call. I really do not
