Things are very complicated now. If I want then also I cannot change them or simplify. Life is so fragile, why is it so unpredictable . We think something , happens something. We just cannot expect things to fall our way. We just cannot.
Everything was perfect in my childhood but now the situations are very different. I had a perfect family , a picture perfect family . But now at the name of family I have noting . Nothing means nothing .
Nothing is permanent , if we think that things are not going to change , it is our fault . Even if we keep things so beautifully nothing will be in our hands. No this is not going to take place. Nothing is permanents . In this universe we are just mere objects with which the demiurge plays . We are mere toys of him.
So it is better to live life . We nev
