Shyla’s (POV)
As I sit here on the large four poster bed in the bedroom I woke up in on the fifth floor of what they call the pack house. I can’t help but be angry and hurt by the lies from my best friend, my brother. I thought he loved me, I thought Olly trusted me?
Now I also have to try to understand that I am mated to three Alpha werewolves on top of everything. How is anyone supposed to deal with this it’s too much for my brain.
The triplets went to go shower and get us food. This is a lot but they have been way nicer about all of this than I expected. I just don’t know if I can be with them though. They have been so rude since I arrived to this side of the island,they sleep with any woman that’s willing ( that’s a lot by the way). I have so many feelings right now. I just don’t know where to begin to sort them out.
As I am sitting on the bed my phone rings. It’s Mom, she ask me if I am “ ok”. I don’t really know how to answer her.. so I just let it all out once again as a sob escapes me. I begin blubbering out question after questions so fast she can’t answer. I then hear a sobbing on the other end and I just can’t take it anymore. So I hang up. Twenty minutes later there is a knock on the door. I say come in thinking it’s probably the Triplets. I was right, but also accompanied by Olly, my Mom and Mason along with the Triplets dad who they call Alpha Damein. They ask me to join them in the living room area that has enough seats for everyone. I go to sit on a chair, but as I walk by the couch that has all three brothers on it, Tyson reaches out for me pulling me into his lap with Thomas on his left and Tyler to his right. I begin to try to stand, but I see the sad pleading look in their eyes. For some reason it pulls at me. So I give in and they adjust me so my feet are on Thomas and my butt is sitting on Tyson while my head is leaning against Tyler’s muscular shoulder as he strokes my hair in a calming manner. As odd as it is, I feel a strange sense of calmness wash over me helping my anxiety also I feel safe and protected in all their arms. I am not one to need protection or seek comfort from a guy but this.. this is different.
Now with everyone seated Alpha Damein begins to speak. “Hello Shyla, I know we have only met a couple times briefly. How are you doing with all of this?” He asked. “ Honestly I reply”. He nods as to gesture to “yes” go on. So I take a shuddering breath and say “ it’s a lot, I don’t really understand how this is all possible. I am open to the idea of learning about werewolves and mates bu.. but I am honestly angry and hurt that those who I thought closest to me didn’t trust me enough with this. They didn’t think I could handle it or maybe thought I wouldn’t love them if I knew? It just hurts? It’s confusing yes, but mostly I am just hurt that I was treated as a outsider and the only one who was left in the dark about all of this”.
Alpha Damein nods and says “ I understand why you would feel this way. But please I need you to be understanding in this. It was me who asked everyone to be quiet about our truth until we knew for sure you are mated to my sons. It is against our laws to tell humans of our existence unless they are mated to one of us. Please Shyla, I apologize for this, but if the supernatural council ever found out we told humans about the supernatural..We would have to pay with our lives. The thing is in this world death is a common punishment for disobedience and breaking the laws. So you see it wasn’t about lying to you but about protecting everyone else. I am sorry we had to keep you out of the loop till now. I hope you understand.” I did now, it made more sense now because if they told me and word got out the whole Alpha family could be sentenced to death. “I understand better now, thank you. I am just still a bit sad that you all felt you couldn’t trust me to keep this secret” I said as tears began to flow down my face. My so called mates all pulled me closer as Tyson used his large hand to hold my face and wipe away my falling tears with the pad of his thumb. They were whispering comforting things to me. “Baby girl please forgive us. We just want you safe.” Princess we love you so much it hurts. Please don’t be mad at us. We are sorry for everything”. “Angle you are so strong, sweet and sexy. We know you can handle this. You’re so perfect. Please forgive our foolishness”.
I couldn’t believe what the guys were saying to me but when I looked them all in the eye. I realized they meant every single word. We still had a lot to talk about and some rules to put in place before we could be together, but in this moment in all their arms I felt loved, content and safe. What else could a girl ask for.
Mom and Mason explained that this was what the important conversation was going to be about. The one we were supposed to have this morning over breakfast. It just ended up being a day too late. Poor Olly was in full ugly crying mode apologizing to me a hundred times over. I was still a bit hurt but I understood better now why they all did what they did. I was still trying to actually wrap my head around the fact the supernatural was actually real. It was so cool but also a bit concerning as well knowing that there really is great danger and evil in this world from ghosts stories you are told as kid. But there was also so much beauty and wonder to it as well. They also explained a doctor had been by to check me over last night. Everything looked fine and I was not in hospital because the guy’s wolves were so worked up after everything they wouldn’t let anyone near me or me away from them.
It’s now 4pm, I am still in the same room after the guys told me this is my room and one day hopefully be our room to share together, but they said to take as long as I need to adjust, that there is no pressure for us all to be in here together. Thomas of all people said “ Princess, you take this at your own pace and when you are ready we will be here.” Who knew the biggest play boy of all had a sweet caring side. Part of me wanted to go home with Mason and Mom but they said the guys might lose control of their wolves if I did because once a wolf especially an Alpha finds his mate he refuses to be away from them and it’s even more intense and harder before you are marked. I originally thought that getting marked was just another way of them being possessive, but they explained it would connect me to their wolves and would feel a more intense bond to a point they would know if I was in trouble or hurt. That is a bit intimidating knowing they will feel my feelings but it’s pretty cool to know they will be able to sense if I am in danger. I think part of me loves my guys already, but how do you love someone so quickly. All I know is when they are here I feel happy but when they are away from me I feel sadness. The thing is they lived such a rich play boy life before. could they really commit to me? just me and be faithful even though they will have to share me. “God why does the thought of them sharing me have my underwear soaked”. I think I have a mental disorder.