He let out the most painful cry I had heard in my entire life. This was the first time I was watching a man on his knees crying his heart out To say it was heartbreaking would be an understatement I could literally feel his pain. I still didn't know what was wrong but I knew it was going to shatter me as much as it was shattering him. Helplessness. Never had I thought I would ever have that feeling in my life again but here I was feeling utterly helpless and it was horrible. I want to take it all away, the pain, the misery, the reason for my brother practically fading away in front of me but I can't. I hate this feeling. With trembling hands I managed to pick him up from the ground and somehow get him to my room and make him sit on my bed. I didn't care that he was making a mess

