Everything is numb.
Everything is spinning.
I'm not in control of my mind or my body.
There's just so much pain.
I know there is but I can't feel it.
I can't feel a thing
What I can feel is the pain in my heart? It hurts. It hurts so f*****g bad.
I want to cry but its not happening.
Why won't it happen?
Why can't I cry? Why won't I cry?
God someone help please. Please.
Please help. Please.
Please I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to .........
I just want something, anything. Please.
Help me feel someone anyone please.
I can see.
I'm lying in a pool of blood.
There's lots of blood, deep dark red.
I don't think I've ever seen anything this dark red before.
Its my blood.
I'm lying here on the hard, wet floor. It's wet with my blood and I'm all alon
