I let the gashes roll down my cheeks. The feelings all came churiing in together. I let myself sit on the ground and just let it come crashingdown.I felt my breath consolidate, I felt myself scream but I wasn't sure if my voice indeed came out. I gripped my casket, hoping for the pain, the fear, the anxiety to dissolve, it wanted it gone. I didn't want to feel like that, I didn't want to feel like this. Watching Mark walk down cut down and the study that we had been together for so long yet he allowed so lowly of me. I know i wasn't perfect, i was noway trying to be. I was just then simply being and trying to find my own place, to find my own form of expression and just being me. I didn't mean to hurt anyone, not Mark, or Cole or indeed Dylan.
“ Elle?!” I heard Edith voice call. She was a
