Crystal's POV I have been indoors all day, as usual, chatting on my phone with Brenda. We called each other, did a video record of the house, and chatted. I am still on my phone waiting for her reply. She is indeed happy. Happy to be away from me while I am trying to learn to stay here without her. Not having her here is discouraging me from forging ahead; looking for a job. If only she was here, I would be confident enough about my plans but I am not. Besides, I still can't go out and I wonder why it is taking so long for Bryce to arrest Safina and Jackson like he said he will. Ever since last week when Bryce and I had s*x, I have been avoiding him again. I can't believe I let him have s*x with me again. I didn't know what came over me. Whether it was because of the el

