I am Broken

Chapter 7- Jake POV

                     When he told me to leave I couldn’t argue against it but I wanted to rip his face off, all this time I was told she was going to be mine but he fooled me and led me down this dark path only to be told she will never be in my grasp, I left the house and went back to my car to wait for her, I needed a release and the female guard giving me flirty looks was going to help me, I walked towards her when James pulled me back in my mine ‘if you do that you will hurt her, I would rather have Willow under us than this slimy demon’ I growled at him to shut up ‘we can’t have Willow like we thought, we have to do what master says’ I reminded him.

                       ‘You have to do what he says, but not me I don’t listen to anyone, I am an Alpha and will be treated as such!’ I could feel he was pissed as my body began to shake, he liked to try and make me change into wolf form, to get his own way, but I had become stronger than him and I managed to get him under control, I pushed him to the back of my mind as I grabbed the flirtatious guard and brought her behind the building.

                    I pushed her curvaceous body against the wall as my lips landed aggressively on hers, I felt James fighting me to gain control but I pushed him back once more, usually he all for these rendezvous but since he laid eyes on Willow he could only think about her, I thought the same but she was now out of my reach and who knew maybe I have a mate out there that I could move my focus to, but for now I was going to enjoy this delectable woman before me. 

                She ran her hands up and down my body and I did the same, she had lowered her trousers and that was all the invite I needed, I began to drop mine still aggressively pleasuring her lips, biting, and kissing until they were slightly swollen. I was about to drop my boxers when I heard an almighty scream, I knew that sound from anywhere, WILLOW!

                I dropped the guard much to her disappointment but I didn’t care, she was something to take my mind off Willow but now she was in trouble and I was going to be there for her no matter what, I dreaded the slight that I thought my land before me but when I turned the corner I was confused, people had surrounded to help but there was no physical damaged, no bruises, no blood, so what happened? “Willow!” I shouted at I ran to her side “give her some space and call the doctor now!” I ordered, some ran off for help and others stayed to see if they could help. 

                “What’s wrong Willow?” I asked as I pulled her into my arms, she cradled into me as she tightly gripped her tummy, “please tell me what’ wrong?” I asked again, hoping to get an answer “my tummy Jake, it’s like someone has plunged a knife into it, it feels like that night when Rose appeared” she spoke through broken breaths, “it can’t be, he wouldn’t do that!” she cried, “what are you on about Will?” I asked as I held on to her tightly “he’s cheating on me; Alex is cheating on me!” she cried out before she went limp in my arms, I quickly checked her pulse, it was steady, but she must have passed out form the pain.

                 I pulled her up to me and gently placed her in my car, I was pissed, yes, we took her from him but that doesn't give him the right to have s*x with someone else! I need to do something I swore I wouldn’t do again and that was to pay little alpha Alex a visit, he wasn’t going to get away with this, I was going to get him to admit it before I ripped his head off! I calmed myself as I sat in the driver’s seat, I needed to get her back to the pack house safely and leave her in Mia’s care before I left, I knew she hadn’t been marked by him yet so she wouldn’t die if I killed him, I would help her through the pain and loss, I will help her get over the disgusting low life that is her mate!   

                 Willow was safely back in her room as Mia tended to her, she spoke in her sleep and cried but did not wake, I was worried, but I had to leave this had to be done! “Gray, what ever happens to me, take care of her” he nodded but I look I had not seen before came across his face, a look of concern “do you really need to go all the way back there for a girl you can’t have?” he asked in the calmest way possible, “I get what you mean Gray, but I can’t give up on her, no matter what master wants, she is the only woman I have ever loved and I know deep down she loves me still, maybe I can talk to Marcus when I get back, maybe he will give her to me for loyal service, I will do anything he wants to keep her safe” 

                I never expressed my emotions to Gray before, he wasn’t that kind of friend but he understood, I could see it in his face, the pull and the connection, he knew the feeling as soon as he met Mia, “I understand Jake, I do but if you get killed then this will all be for nothing, and there will be no one to stand in Marcus way, that man Is a brother to me and is everything to Mia so I will never go against him but I have seen that look, it has been on my face to, I would never give up Mia to anyone even if it meant my death, so I will help you but you need to be honest with Marcus and you need his permission to leave so seek that first and then and only then will I help you”

                 I was grateful he understood, but I wasn’t sure if Marcus would let me go for something so little in his eyes, I looked at Gray and thanked him, “I will go speak to him now, but just promise me no matter what happens, keep her safe!” he nodded. I headed to my car and was ready for the journey ahead, I wasn’t going to wait for Marcus permission, time was of the essences and I would not let Alex hurt her again!