EPISODE 8
870 Words
I immediately felt an attraction between her and me.
I don't know
not what happens to me and I want to find out.
That's why I would like to keep in touch with her.
She is shy,
Beautiful, well-dressed and very good in the kitchen, I admit, concerning her
behavior, I don't know much.
I keep driving and I still keep thinking about that moment so she
fed, the way she looked at me and more when I had
the decree, really I don't understand anything, everything is turned upside down in my
head but I will have the answers to my questions shortly.
~~~VALDINA LINA~~~
Ever since I walked into my house, thoughts kept popping up in
I'm so confused and I don't understand anything anymore.
before when
it was the case, I contacted Lydie to tell her everything and she understood me
better than average and in the end she will always find good answers to
my questions, but now it's different and difficult.
What to do !!!?!
If Lydie finds out about this, she'll go crazy, since since we've been together, I haven't
never had a feeling of attraction towards a man but that's all
different, I'm on my bed and I can't stop thinking about him.
It's so much stronger than me, didn't I fall by chance
under his spell!?
Do I have feelings for this man!?
Of course
that no (I'm worried) I can't love a man, only Lydie is
my reason for being.
With this man there, it's just an outfit and it will end tomorrow.
Days have passed and those same thoughts still haunt me.
At university when a professor talks about love, I dream more of my
moments with Lydie but those with Alex.
I do not understand anything anymore
this and the worst part is that I couldn't talk to anyone about it.
Lydie is the one who understands me better than anyone.
She suspected that
everything was not going well why she tried to talk to me in college i pretended to be fine just the stress of the exam
(since we had an exam in two days) and she didn't believe me.
The next day she came home because she was very worried
for me and that day really, I had forgotten everything.
She knew how
bring me back in joy and since i loved him so much i couldn't hold back
face to her charm and suddenly She started to undress me which
excited me
Absolutely, I'm madly in love with this girl.
When she begins to penetrate me with her fingers, surprised I did not see Lydie but rather Alex.
Right now I got a shock but what I don't have
understood is that with Alex under my eyes, I took even more pleasure
and I felt better.
With Lydie, yes!
She was fine with me but
with Alex it was different, never in my life had I felt this, my body
vibrated with a thousand fires and I took a pleasant pleasure until
what Lydie wants to kiss me and me pushing my hands to stop the
Alex's court, surprise I had braids in my hands and it was at this precise moment I noticed that it was not Alex but Lydie.
I jumped so much calling the name "Lydie" (since I was scared)
that she too had been afraid.
She suddenly stopped the report and asked me
what was wrong. I was just dejected and the tears were starting to
sunk without me realizing it, Lydie kept worrying But I was completely weak to the point where I couldn't move a lip
to express my feelings.
It was stronger than me, I didn't understand anything anymore
__ Lydie: baby tell me what's wrong then (ask such in tears)
__ Me, I do not know
__ Lydie: so why are you putting me in this state?
you know very well that I love you and also I can't stand your tears, princess tell me please
what's wrong
__ Me: well I don't understand
__ Lydie: you can!
please tell me
__ Me: ... (I didn't answer her)
__ Lydie: what!
Go ahead talk, you make me suffer please (it was obvious
that she was in so much pain that she was even crying)
Should I tell him!
I wasn't scared but I was scared, I was in a lot of pain, my
heart continued to bleed from the inside.
All in all, I need to go to the hospital for treatment.
Lydie, she was really suffering, there was no hiding it.
What hurt me the most was
the fact that she wanted to know the truth, by wanting to reveal everything I will find myself
about to break the love of my life.
I had remained calm and I was thinking about what to say to him, I was going that day
lie, but what to do!
I was in so much pain inside.
The pain was archaic and very affectionate...
__ Lydie: are you going to tell me what's wrong?
__ Me: Honey, I'm in pain.
__ Lydie: I know I want to know what's wrong with you!!
(She urged me to
know the truth)
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