CERENA ||
"BABY, you have to wake up now, we have our session in an hour," I felt Dan next to me shaking me to get up. I hummed, turning around to go back to sleep. "Cerena, I don't want to be late for our session, so get up now." He said as he opened the blinds, making the bright sunlight hit the windows, thus hurting my eyes.
"Dan what the f**k?!" I screamed out while he removed the covers from my body, revealing me in his shirt.
"Cerena, is that my shirt?" he asked, sounding a bit disgusted. I got up stretching while looking down at his white shirt on my body.
"I got a cold, so I borrowed a shirt, is there something wrong with that?" I asked while I went to brush my teeth in the bathroom.
"You know how I feel when it comes to you wearing my clothes, Cerena," he said to me. I spit out the last of the toothpaste from my mouth, cleaning my mouth before running the shower to hot relaxing water. I stripped out of his shirt, giving it back to him. He took it, putting it back in his closet. He goes to join me in the shower, but I close and lock the door.
"I'll be in the car",he said to me.
Dan and I sat next to each other in a classy building, his knee repeatedly bouncing impatiently. We are having lunch with his mother today after this session with the therapist and he doesn't like to be late to things. He kept looking down at my dress when I stood up and was getting out of the car saying did I have to wear it. I rolled my eyes telling him I like the way I look in this dress so yes I was going to wear it.
"Mr. Romano will see you now" the lady that welcomed us when we first came in said to us as she came out of the door, waiting for us at the entrance to enter. Dan was the first up. I didn't miss the way his eyes glued to her chest that was covered in a small buttoned up blazer so she wasn't even showing any skin. I bumped his arm and he turned to me holding my hand, leading us into the dark grey office. We took a seat waiting for whoever the therapist was to come in and get started.
"Dan, I'm not sure about this" I admitted to him but before Dan could respond, the therapist walked in through the other door in his office. OMG!!! It was the man from last night at the club but this time, he was dressed in a dark blue button up shirt but the first few buttons weren't closed. The tattoos and chain on his chest going along with the tattoos decorating his strong arms. His pants were grey with a black belt matching his shoes. His eyes followed from Dan to my legs all the way up to my eyes, drinking me in.
"You must be Mr. Romano?" Dan asked as he fixed his terrible posture while the man took his seat with his signature legs spread pose allowing a good view of his thick thighs.
"Please call me Reid" , he responded as his eyes were still on mine trying to focus on the words coming from Dan. I kept my composure though, destroying what happened between us last night. I was a married woman and it was wrong of me to have done so.
It'll never happen again.
"Well Reid, this is my wife Cerena, you may call me Daniel" Dan said, as he introduced us both while he placed his hand out shaking Dan's. I shook his hand as well, feeling his silver rings on my front palm. I let go quickly, placing my hand on Dan's thigh. He watched Dan take my hand in his and I could have sworn I watched his jaw clench.
"Why don't we get started? Daniel, what made you want a therapist for your s****l relationship between you and your wife?" He asked. It was like he was forcing himself to say wife.
"I've noticed lately that she's starting to like new things that I'm not really into. She doesn't finish when I do and I've caught her faking her pleasure at times" I turned my head to my husband as he talked to this man about our s****l life but he kept his face forward while Reid wrote it down in his note pad in front of him. The level of embarrassment I felt was unreal.
"I'm going to ask you Cerena, if you're okay with me calling you that, but I'm going to ask you to step out now so I can hear more of your husband’s complaint please" I nodded okay, standing up and feeling eyes on me as I did so. Turning around to close the door, I looked at the eyes but the weren't Dan’s.
Thirty minutes later, Dan walked out, and Reid motioned me to follow him. He closed the door as I sat back down on the chair I was sitting earlier. Then I heard him lock the door.
"You don't have to worry about anything, the walls are sound proof" he said to me as he stood in front of his desk, crossing his arms and legs over one another.
"Can I call you Cerena or do you prefer Mrs. Hale?" he asked me as he took out his note pad ready to write anything I say down.
"Cerena is fine" I replied to him as I played with the ruffle part of my dress not meeting his eyes.
"Do you enjoy s*x with your husband Cerena?"he asked bluntly.
"Yes I do" I whispered my answer as I gnawed on my lower lip.
"Cerena, this is confidential. When you walked through that door into this office, everything you say or do stays between us. No one else knows but us so I'm going to ask you again and please don't lie to me this time" He said to me. What did he mean by or do? I thought to myself.
"Do you enjoy s*x with your husband Cerena?" he repeated more firmly this time.
"No, I don’t. Not since our honeymoon," I answered truthfully. Now I was going to have to go into details on how my husband isn't dominant enough.
"Please elaborate" he said as he put his notepad down this time.
"Our honey moon was amazing. Then he became the CEO of his company of which I'm very happy for him, but we don't see each other as much. He's always busy with work even at home." I said as I sat up a bit straighter while he listened.
"Dan comes off work really late so he's always tired when he gets home. Even on days he doesn't have work, he's still out" I sighed as I explained my predicament.
"When you two do spend time together ready to have s*x, how's that like?" his hand was on his jaw now watching me intently.
"It's always really fast and not fast as in enjoyable but fast to where he finishes but it's not good enough for me to finish as well." I told him.
"Uhmm, alright. Cerena take a seat on the couch over there" He said to me as I stood up and went to the black couch fixing my dress before sitting. He sat on the matching couch across from me.
"Close your eyes and imagine you and your husband now having s*x" He said, as I closed my eyes seeing Dan on top of me his face twisted in pleasure close to his release.
"Now imagine Dan doing everything you've ever wanted him to do. Every little kink you've discovered in yourself that you would love him to act upon" He continued while I imagined Dan holding my neck as he thrust into me fast while my eyes tightly closed.
I opened my eyes to want to see Dan but it's not him. It's Reid on top of me smirking above me holding my neck down calling me names. I would have never allowed anyone to call me those names but with the way he says it, I couldn't care less because it feels so good.