Mark You in This Life

18: Perfectly Imperfect

18: Perfectly Imperfect

Kai's POV

The rest of dinner was fairly uneventful. We made some small talk, but for the most part, it was pretty quiet. Freya talked with Sergei's parents for a bit, as Haru would be helping her out around the house with the Beta mate's duties until Sergei found his mate, but no one really made much conversation outside of that. Zach, Freya, and myself were all especially reeling from Lysandra's story. Zach excused himself early, not talking to his parents, even though Lysandra and Kwan tried to get him to.

I really couldn't blame Zach for reacting the way that he did. We'd all grown up knowing that Lysandra was a lot older than she looked, but we didn't know the whole story. Well, our parents all did, apparently. That still stung knowing that Mom and Dad had known about my past life as Remus, and neglected to tell me anything leading up to my meeting Freya and feeling the mate bond with her.

After dinner, Freya and I made our way back up to our bedroom, Freya flopping on the bed. I sat down next to her, and she instinctively curled up next to me. I put my arm around her shoulder, pulling her close to me so she was nestled into my side. "You good?" I asked her, gently rubbing her shoulder. "I know that dinner was...a lot."

Freya sighed, looking up at me. "I'm good," she said, "It definitely was a lot to take in. But honestly, I think after being surprised once over at Forest Moon, I was numb to the surprises. And honestly, there's something comforting about Lysandra having known us in our past lives. It's puts me at ease knowing that there's someone we can go to for answers."

I nodded. "I can understand that. Granted, it was definitely surprising knowing that my parents knew about everything this entire time, too. Though if there's anyone I'm worried about during all of this, it's Zach. He really doesn't like secrets in any way. He likes to be informed and in the know at all times. Sergei tried throwing him a surprise party for his twenty-first birthday. It didn't end well. He hates surprises."

Freya gave me a concerned look. "Do you think he's going to be okay?"

I nodded. "Zach will be fine in the long run. He's going to stew for a bit, but Kwan and Lysandra will talk to him, and so will Sergei and I. He just needs the night to cool off. It's how he works."

Freya looked up at the ceiling. "At least the one good thing to come out of this is that I can actually start this magical training that I was supposed to have in my past life. Though not being able to access my magical abilities until I'd been marked and mated is some bullshit, if you ask me."

I laughed, kissing the top of her head. "Yeah, that part was pretty messed up," I said. "But I do know you're going to kick ass at magical training."

Freya rolled her eyes at me playfully. "You're just saying that because you're smitten with me."

I grinned at her. "I mean, that's partially why, yeah. But I've also heard stories from your dad and brother at previous meetings how kick ass you are at warrior training, so I know this is just going to be another thing to excel at."

Freya leaned up, kissing me deeply. "I'm not perfect, you know," she said. "If I was, I'd be pretty boring."

"Can I say you're perfectly imperfect, then?" I asked, pulling her so she was lying on top of me.

Freya paused, considering it for a moment, before smirking and kissing me. "I guess that's acceptable," she said, biting my lower lip.

"Good," I said, going to give her another deep kiss, my hands exploring her back as I did.

"You know," she said against my lips, "You're pretty perfectly imperfect, yourself, too."

I raised an eyebrow at her. "Yeah?"

She grinned, her hands going to remove my shirt. "Yeah." I helped her out of my shirt, grinning as her hands ran along my chest, tracing over my muscles. "So perfectly imperfect."

I leaned back, perfectly content to let her take control again. There was something about her taking control like this that I enjoyed. As an Alpha, I was normally in a dominant role in the pack. It was nice to know that, in the bedroom, I could just let my mate take charge. I trusted Freya to take the reigns like this. Plus, it was insanely hot to see her like this.

Freya rubbed her hips against me, and I hardened underneath her, my d**k straining in my sweats. I growled, looking up at her to see her grinning at me. Okay. So she was teasing me on purpose. I leaned up, my arm snaking around her waist, and she placed a hand on my chest, shaking her head as she pressed me back into the bed.

"I think I like you like this," she said, grinning down at me. Freya leaned down, nibbling along my neck where my mark was. I moaned as the sparks shot throughout my body. "And something tells me that you do, too..."

"I do have to admit, there's something really hot about my strong, confident, sexy Luna taking control like this..." I said.

"Good Alpha," Freya said, going to remove her shirt. "You may touch me."

I reached up, my hands greedily grabbing her breasts, my thumbs massaging her n*****s, grinning as she moaned at my touch. I could smell her arousal, heat radiating from in between her legs. My eyes clouded over, black with lust, as she continued to grind her hips against mine.

"Do you want me, Kai?" Freya said, taking one of my hands from her breasts and placing it down her panties.

I nodded, growling lowly as my thumb sought out her c**t, rubbing it in slow circles. Her legs tightened around her, squeezing mine as she moaned.

"I need you to say that you want me, Kai," she said, her hands teasing the waistband of my sweats.

"I want you Freya," I practically panted, desperate for what she had planned next.

"Good," she said, pulling down my sweats, my erection springing free from the confines of clothing. She rubbed against my hardened d**k, the thin layer of her panties the only thing separating us.

"Freya..." I said, arching my hips up, rubbing against her.

"Yes, Kai?" She asked, going to kiss me, her tongue capturing mine hungrily. "What is it that you want? I need you to say it."

"f**k me," I said, practically snarling at her with need. "I want you to f**k me."

"And that's all I needed to hear," Freya said with a grin, going to slide her panties off. She rubbed against me, teasing her folds against the tip of my erection. It would be so easy for me to just grab her, and bring her down on me. But this wasn't about me having control. She was running the show here, and it was insanely hot.

Freya took me in hand, lining me up with her slit, as she lowered herself on me, moaning happily as I filled her up. "Now that's much better, isn't it?" She asked, placing her hands on my chest as she allowed me to fill her up completely.

"Yes, yes it is," I said, nodding fervently.

"Now, this next part is going to be hard, but don't move baby," she said. "I want you to feel how good you make me."

I nodded, gripping the sheets. Damnit. This was going to be insanely difficult. Freya started to move her hips, rocking against me slowly, moaning as her fingers dug into my chest.

"You feel so good, Kai," she said. "I feel so full."

It was all I could do to not move my hips to match her pace. But she told me not to move, and I was going to do that. My hands gripped the sheets tighter, and I could feel the fabric ripping as she increased her pace. Oh well. They were just fabric. I could replace them. It'd be worth it with how crazy she was driving me.

I looked up at Freya, watching her as she rode me for all I was worth. Her eyes were clouded over, black with lust, and her perfect breasts bounced in time with her hips. She moved her hands from my chest, taking my hands, lifting my arms over my head and pinning them against the headboard, as she increased her pace, riding me with fierce determination.

My hips writhed against her, and she smirked at me. "You moved," she said, leaning down to capture my lips.

"I did," I said, kissing her hungrily.

"It's okay," she said, "You've been good. You can move with me now baby." She kept my arms pinned, but I moved my hips up to meet her, moaning as I matched her movements.

I looked at her, my moans getting louder as we moved together, the pressure building inside of my chest, as I felt myself getting closer to that edge.

Freya seemed to know that I was getting closer, as she grinned, moving her head down to my mark, licking it playfully before biting down on it. I roared loudly, my body tensing up as I went over the edge, pouring into her, filling her up with everything I could. As I went over that wonderful edge, I leaned up, biting down on Freya's mark as well, determined to bring her over with me.

It worked. Her body convulsed against mine, as she let out a roar of her own, her fingers digging into my wrists as she went over the edge with me.

Once we finished writing out that magnificent high together, Freya's hands released mine, and my arms fell the bed, before taking her in my arms. Freya removed herself from me, but stayed on top, resting her head against her chest, panting as she came down.

"You're going to have to be in charge more often," I said, running my hand along her back, stroking her lovingly.

"Yeah?" She asked, looking up at me. "You're fine not having control in the bedroom, Mr. Big Bad Alpha."

I laughed. "Honey, you are free to take the lead anytime you want in the bedroom," I said. "You're my mate, and my Luna, and there's just something really hot about watching you take control. Besides, after running the pack, it's nice to know that there's a place where I don't have to be in the dominate role,"

Freya nodded, sliding off of me and nestling into my side. "I can understand that," she said. "It's good to know that you trust me enough to take the lead." She kissed the side of my neck, smirking. "Maybe someday I'll tie you up and jusrt have my way with you. With your consent, of course."

I chuckled, raising my eyebrow at her. "That sounds insanely hot," I said, kissing the top of her head. "I'll have to take you up on that offer."

Freya giggled, kissing me before curling up in my arms. I rubbed her back until we both fell asleep.