The days were blending together, each one slipping into the next like overexposed film. Eliot couldn’t remember the last time he felt truly present in the waking world. His mind was always elsewhere — in the quiet glow of the moon, in the fleeting moments he spent with Noé in his dreams.
He had stopped going to class altogether. Every night, he would wait for the moon to rise, wandering the shore with his camera in hand, hoping that this time, he could capture Noé in a way that was real. But each morning, the film would develop only to reveal blurry fragments — empty spaces where Noé should have been.
He didn’t tell Livia. He couldn’t bear the questions she might ask, or the concern that would cloud her eyes. Instead, he hid his obsession behind the lens of his camera, disappearing into the endless pursuit of a picture he knew he would never take.
But life, like light, didn’t stay still for long.
It was the third day in a row that Eliot had skipped his photography class, and Professor Alden had begun to notice.
The professor was a quiet man, with sharp eyes that seemed to see more than he let on. He had a way of looking through you, of catching the smallest detail you didn’t even realize you were hiding. A man who could read a photograph as easily as a book. And lately, Eliot had been something of an open book — filled with faded dreams and unspoken grief, chapters he was afraid to turn.
Alden had always been kind to him, in the quiet way that people are kind when they see a certain loneliness in someone. But lately, Eliot felt the professor's eyes lingering a bit longer, the silence after class stretching a little too thick.
It was after his fourth consecutive absence when Eliot finally walked into the small darkroom for a scheduled meeting with Alden. The professor was already there, standing by the developing trays, his hands gently moving the film through the chemicals, the soft rhythm of the process almost meditative.
“Eliot,” Professor Alden greeted him, his voice steady but with an undertone of concern. “You’ve been missing classes.”
Eliot froze by the door, his fingers tightening around the strap of his camera. “I’ve been busy,” he muttered, avoiding Alden’s gaze.
The professor didn’t speak immediately. Instead, he continued to handle the film with care, his fingers graceful, as if he were handling something far more delicate than a strip of paper.
“I understand,” Alden said quietly, finally turning to face him. “But it’s important to show up, Eliot. Photography is about more than just capturing a moment; it’s about understanding it. And you’re not engaging. I can see that. Your work is... it’s different. And not in the way it should be.”
Eliot looked down at the floor. “I’m not really sure I know what I’m doing anymore.”
The words slipped out before he could stop them, and they hung in the air like a confession he hadn’t meant to make.
Alden studied him for a long moment. “You’re chasing something,” he said softly. “You’re looking for something in your work, something beyond the surface. That’s a good thing, but you’re losing yourself in it. You’re looking so hard for something that doesn’t exist in the way you think it does.”
Eliot swallowed hard, his throat dry. He couldn’t explain it to Alden. Not yet. Not when the dream felt so much like a secret he couldn’t share.
“Maybe I just need to get away from the camera for a while,” Eliot muttered. “I’m not... I’m not sure I’m seeing the right things.”
Alden’s gaze softened, and he set the film down on the counter, his expression thoughtful. “The right things come when you’re ready to see them, Eliot. But don’t let your focus slip so far that you lose what you had in front of you.”
Eliot’s heart clenched, but he only nodded, not trusting himself to say more.
“Just remember,” Alden added gently, “you’re not alone. And I’m here if you need to talk.”
The words stung in ways Eliot couldn’t explain. He didn’t want to be seen. Not by Livia, not by Alden. Especially not by someone who might ask too many questions.
But Alden, ever perceptive, didn’t push. Instead, he handed Eliot a roll of film, the edges of it still wet from development. “Take a walk. Get some fresh air. Let your mind rest. Maybe you’ll find something new.”
Eliot stared at the roll of film in his hand, the weight of it unfamiliar, heavy in his palm. “Maybe.”
The professor’s voice lingered in his ears as Eliot walked out of the darkroom, the heavy door clicking shut behind him.
“If you ever feel like talking, I’m here.”
Eliot didn’t go far. He took the roll of film to the cliffs, walking slowly, his feet dragging against the rocks. His mind was a whirl of unspoken thoughts, but one thing remained clear — Noé. The more Eliot thought about him, the more it felt like an unraveling thread that could not be pulled back in.
The full moon had risen, casting its pale light over the shore. Eliot paused, lifting his camera and aiming it at the horizon. He needed to try. He needed to capture Noé, even if it meant bending time and space in ways that didn’t make sense.
With each shutter click, he felt the weight of something fragile in his chest. The photos never turned out like he imagined. The moonlight was always there, but Noé never appeared. Not in the way he had on the beach or in the dreamworld. He was only ever a shadow — a whisper on the edge of Eliot’s vision, just beyond reach.
As he developed the film the next day, Eliot's heart sank. The images were no different. Blurry, unfocused. Nothing he could touch. He ran his fingers over the prints, the edges of the photo curling slightly under his touch, as if the moment itself was already starting to disappear.
But as the last roll of film came to rest in the tray, one photograph caught his eye. It was a double exposure — the moonlit beach, and the faintest outline of a figure, standing still in the distance. A silhouette, so faint it could have been mistaken for a trick of the light, but there, unmistakable. It was Noé.
Eliot stared at the image, his breath catching. It was the clearest he had ever seen him.
The figure stood at the edge of the frame, gazing out toward the horizon, his silver hair drifting in the wind, almost as if he were real. As if he were waiting.
Eliot’s fingers trembled as he pressed the photo to his chest.
Maybe, just maybe, he could make Noé stay after all.