Not Claimed Yet

Returning

Winter's pov.

It started off a normal day..now I'm shaking, sweating, on the verge of hysteria while packing to head back home to the South Mongolian Pack lands."Julian" I yell "I need you to put all your lego's and model cars and ATV's in this box" the kids aren't happy to have to change school's and pack's all the sudden..and I honestly I don't know how to explain to five year olds the whole situation.Julious replies "Yes,mommy..how long of a drive is it?" I replied."A little over three hours." He says "Okay,mommy almost ready." I tell him "Okay,babe then mommy needs to talk to you and Lilly about something important.Okay?" Julious nods. "Okay." so I make my way to sweet Lilly's room inside she's packing her favorite blankey it's fluffy and pink she's had it since the day she was born and trust me you cant separate the two..she wont sleep without it. The moving truck will have our stuff delivered by the afternoon thank goddess! "Lilly you about finished up in here sweety?" She replies "Yes,mommy..almost finished.Okay! Finished." She sing songs. "Great ,well follow me I have some important things to discuss with you and your brother before we head out." I say. Taking her little hand and heading towards the livingroom where Julious is already sitting on the couch. I place Lilly right beside him. He's playing his 3D's game so I have to take it from him to get both their attention. This is all very important for them to understand. As I look at my pup's their stunning..it's very rare the moon Goddess blesses a sole with twins and their the best pups always doing what I ask. "Julious..Lilly.." I look at them. "I know mommy's told you guys were going home to mommy's pack the South Mongolian Pack, but I wanted to tell you guy's something else." They both look at me with their undivided attention. "When we arrive at the pack we will need to go sign our housing paper's and meet our Alpha. His name is Richard Mongolian the third. He's the leader of the pack and we follow the leader's our Alpha's orders so be very respectful. He also doesn't know I have pup's so be on your very best behavior. Okay? Let's get going." I stand. "OKAY!" They say in unison. We get in the car I buckle the pup's up and off we go. "The moving truck should arrive around five o'clock this afternoon...two hours after we arrive. We'll speak with Alpha then go see grandma and grandpa and aunty Autumn.They will be so excited to see you guy's." Truth is nobody knows..I just want to comfort the two. "And..were moving in our new house.New start." I hope atleast... "Mommy will they like us?" Lilly sprouts unsure. " Of course they'll like us Lilly and besides if anyone's mean to you big brother will take care of it! Alright?" Julious says "Alright brother." Lilly replies happily. Since he's riding shot gun I reach over and ruffle his hair. He's two minutes older than Lilly but he's always been protective of his little sister. Julious pulls out his 3D's game and starts playing. Lilly starts to dose off in the back. I haven't been home in 6 years and I tell you now I wouldn't be now,but I got that call I've been dreading from the Alpha's assistant Amber. On Alpha's orders I'm to return to the Mongolian Pack for they have a shortage of teacher's and I'm a fourth grade teacher. Should of chose a different profession but I like what I do. My wolf Lola is going crazy at the thought of going home. I've had to literally mentally block her so she doesn't drive me crazy and make me more nervous than I already am. If I don't go back I'd be considered an outsider to my pack. Never being able to see my family again. I.do. want to see my family again it's been far too long. It's time to face reality with my nightmare's and go home I'm tired of being lonely and wolves aren't ment to be separated from their packs. It weakens us. We're still a small pack. From what my mother says it has a substantial amount of member's ranging around three hundred and fifty one pack members. I do talk to my family via phone every weekend,but it's not the same it can't compare to hugs and my mother's food. She also told me Alpha Richard the second died when Richard the third was only twenty two...after I left and is now Alpha of South Mongolian Wolf Pack. He's. My. Mate....He didn't reject me,but he didnt claim me..does that even make since?.. Didn't even mark me! No!...but sure as sin knocked me up with two kids. Yea,that's why I'm spazing out. Yep,he dosen't know about them and they dont know him. He will definitely know when he glances at them we can only have pup's with our mate's.....and she has to be in her heating to get impregnated. Obviously,who else's pup's could they be. I shake my head. Everything's all his fault in the first place! The reason's I left. The reasons I haven't seen my family or been home in six years. All his doing. I look at my son..he looks just like his father. He even walks as he does all demanding,dominance,fearless.Alpha blood.."What mommy?" Julious interrupts my thoughts. "Hua?" I say. "You were staring at me really weird mommy." He giggles. "Nothing babe,were getting close should arrive within the next hour." I tell him. "Okay, then I'll stretch my legs..I'm still growing you know!" I laugh at his little joke. He goes back to playing his D's and it looks as though Lilly will sleep the remainder of our trip. My thoughts are bouncing all over the place. I haven't even told my parents about the twin's.i was afraid once Richard knew he'd want the pup's cause he cant have pup's without me and he didn't claim me. Me and Lola decided we couldn't chance it so we didn't. The thing though is Julious is Richard's heir. He will take up his father's position after his father once Richard knows. He is the only son he's got or will ever have. I have to take him home..I have to atleast give him a option. We're starting to get close..I can feel the pack line's. In just a few more minutes I'll come face to face with all I've ran from ..all my hurt....but I've been strong for me,Julious,and Lilly for six years now. I know the bond will rip at my wolf and possibly bring me to my knee's....but I need to fight for my family...I should have never left. I knew staying though would only be more painful...and I'd be stuck wanting what I couldn't have in front of my pack..and the humiliation would have been unbearable...I'm stronger now and I have my pup's..I can do this!