Just like Daddy

Trust

It's a risk I was willing to take. After all love was it love? Has no bounds? 

I went in his room and sat on his bed. "Okay I will tell you everything" I say nervous. "Are you sure?" I bite my bottom lip "yes after all love has no rules? And.... If you don't like me or want nothing to do with me afterwards ummm... " I paused. "I will leave you alone"   I stare at him into his eyes and wait I could see him thinking about my proposal. "I also have to say you will be first I told" I look at the floor and wait. Did he enjoy this? I hated he made me choose. I really didn't trust easily. "Okay deal" he replied. I look up and smile"great" then add "I'm not good at communicating either... I can show you better than explain it" I bite my tongue. "Show?" "Yes but, don't think nothing into it. Promise me" "I don't know" I start to talk faster I do that nervous and I say "look I understand if you don't want to know I just don't wish to screw it up... I can show better than tell you. I I I I. This is very hard on me. I don't even tell the therapist what happened and I I I'm taking a huge risk with you. Sooooo. Um take it or leave it."  He walked up to me and said as he lifted my chin to look up at him. "I want to know all about you" I stare at him studying him. He said the truth so I step back and closed his bedroom door. I walk up to him and said "I'm not a good girl Mark" the words rolled off my tongue. I lightly touch his arm. He seemed surprised and nervous but, listened. "Daddy taught me this" I pushed him against the wall and I smiled. I didn't look at him. I avoided his eyes. "don't worry I won't hurt you. Just let me know if you want to stop promise" I tilted my head as I touched between his legs. He nodded his head. "You like yes?" I saw him get hard as I stroked his pants. He turned red. Then I smiled. I knelt before him and used my teeth to undo his zipper. "Tell me when to stop" I whispered. I tasted the metal of his zipper and licked it. I undid his button with my mouth.  "Like?" I ask and I freed his c**k from his pants. It was hard  and I moaned as I rubbed my face in it. "Am I being sinner?" I asked and I stroked his c**k petting it. "Do you wish to punish me?" I ask. I look up and I saw those eyes. He was fighting it. I kissed his c**k. Then rubbed my face in it. "Tell me Mark how can I please you?" He gathered his senses and moved away from me just covering himself off. He was confused. I felt ashamed. I knew this bad idea. I scolded myself. I start to stand up and he spoke. "Did you have s*x with him?" I shook my head. "No Im a virgin" he then said. "I wasn't expecting that Jessica... It makes sense... Now" I look at him. "You don't want me?" "It's not that" "I get it don't spare my feelings. I tried" I open the door and leave him. I went to my room and stared at the stars. I fell asleep. I wish I could undo what I did. That was point of risks they don't turn out like you want. 

I woke up to someone shaking me. I open my eyes. It was Mark. "Look Jess I'm sorry. I shouldn't have I want to know more. Please tell me. I force a smile. "Ok"