“I know how good it is. I don’t need to.” Eliza walks back to the lounge and plops on the sofa, curling up as best she can. Pulling her legs up under her. Kai follows and stands looking at her with a worried look, “Sorry. I know what you wanted. I’m sorry.” She lets her head drop and Ash comes and kneels in front of her.
“You don’t have to worry about it, Honey. There’s no rush here, remember?” She sniffs and nods, but can’t bring herself to look him in the eye yet.
“I want this, I do. I’m just nervous about it. There are two of you, and only one of me. I’m scared I won’t be enough, or I’ll be too much, or you’ll be too much. I’m scared of losing you now that I’ve got you. I’m terrified of Sansom finding a way to get to you that I don’t see coming. I have to face him tonight, and that’s
