I held my hands to the sky as a smile crept upon my lips. I reach my hand to the sky with strange sensations washing over me. I don’t know what I should do. Ever since this thought stuck in my mind, I cannot focus on anything. It’s breaking me apart. I don’t know what I should do, he loves me a lot, if he loses me what he will do and I certainly don’t want to take him away from me. I still have the weapon he gave me. I don’t know what I should do. I pulled my hair in frustration, losing my track of reality and awareness. “What happened?” Ashlyn’s voice came from behind. I turned to look at him and then back again to the sky. “Nothing.. Just thinking..” I mumbled. He moved and also sat beside me. We are sitting on the balcony while leaning our backs on the wall. I held his hand and kiss

