Dominant Enemies… and mates

Bon Voyage

{ Laurent }

I go back to my room feeling horribly awful and freaked out.

I have no idea what happened when my wolf went to see King, but judging by how he was only out for five minutes and the way he feels, I imagine things didn't go well. Not at all.

Not to mention my parents found out about me going out at night, so it won't be easy for him to see King again. At least he was smart enough to lie to them.

But I still feel anxious and… just awful. So, even though I swore to myself that I wouldn't do it again, I go over to my private drawer.

I move my drawings around trying to find one that fills my need, but I'm already bored and done with all of these.

I grunt and leave them back in the drawer, but I grab my pencils and notebook and sit down at my desk. And I start drawing a new one that fulfills the new fantasy I started having lately.

Kingsley with his äss in the air, so full of my c*m it’s starting to drip and his arms tied behind his back with ropes. Even though my c**k gets hard from the moment the drawing starts to take shape, I know it won't be satisfying unless I make it as realistic as possible so I spend an hour working on the details of his face and when I finally finish drawing, my erection is so hard it hurts.

I pull it out immediately and grab it in my hand to jerk off with almost punishing force because this is getting to serious creep level.

My fantasies are getting sicker and sicker and if Kingsley ever saw this, I'm sure he would sue me. And he would be well within his rights.

But I can't not do it. I need it or I'm going to explode, even though my whole body is hot with shame and mortification, I really need it. It's the only thing keeping me sane lately.

My wolf partially comes out when he realizes the drawing is ready and we both work together to create a perfect image in our heads to go with my drawing.

"Fück me, Alpha," he begs, his purple eyes filled with tears and desire. It's the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, "Please."

Of course I give it to him. I reach behind him and grab his äss in my hands, leaving a spank there that makes his pale skin red and his hole so damn wet it starts to spill down his thighs. I reach down to work him with my fingers.

My omega, he’s so precious.

I waste no time at all before I pull out my dïck to penetrate him, happy when his little hole takes me like it was made for me. Because it was.

"Mmh, yes," my wolf moans loudly as I squeeze my hand even tighter and imagine myself thrusting relentlessly inside Kingsley's body, inside his warmth until my knot pops out and that’s when I fill him with my seed.

"I love you, Alpha. I love you so much. I still love you," Kingsley moans while he’s stretching around my knot and my wolf moans again, but this new part of the fantasy makes me pause a little and cringe. I look down at my knot and get annoyed once again, especially at that last little bit of the fantasy. It was supposed to be hot but my wolf intervened.

Why the hell did he have to make it so serious all of a sudden? So... romantic?

I get up even though my knot is still out and I pull up my pants to carefully walk to the bathroom to clean myself up, not stopping to look at my face in the mirror because I still feel pathetic about this thing I just did. As usual.

I go back to bed and pull the covers over my entire head.

I seriously fücking hate this situation, it's starting to get a lot worse than before. I'm starting to feel like the obsession my wolf has with Kingsley is rubbing off on me.

I really wish I could, at least once, be attracted to someone else. Whoever. Anyone. Just not him.

I want to... god, I just want to fück someone. But he won't let me fück him and my wolf refuses to look at other people, so, what? Do I have to die a virgin?

Hell no.

I have to find a way to convince him to let me fück him or do something to fück someone else. Whoever. At this point all I ask is that is not him. But I don’t even know what my type is because I’ve never liked anyone else.

The next morning I get ready and go downstairs for breakfast. Strangely, my parents are.... happy. Their scents are satisfied so obviously I know they had sëx, but that's nothing new. They usually have sëx and are still mad at me or each other. Besides my escape last night they still haven't scolded me for the fight I had with Tommy yesterday. They should be incredibly upset with me, but they aren't.

"Come, Laurie, sit down to eat. It's getting late," my father says with a slightly... forced smile. It's the first time since our first fight that he's spoken to me half-normally, so I nod, walking over to sit next to him, "We're talking about the situation with your wolf. We've always known he's a strong wolf who just wants freedom, so we thought... how about you take a sabbatical?"

What?

"But... my senior year just started," I say, frowning, "And what about football?"

"You can get your diploma online. And you can keep playing football afterwards, in uni," my dad offers with hopeful eyes, "Don't you want to travel? Meet other clans, other people? Clan Tallahide is super duper cool and different from Fallonmore, it's hip and fun. You’ll love it.”

"But... but," I don't even know what to say. I don't want to travel, I've never even considered it, "You want me to travel on my own? I don't like being alone."

"I know, honey, but it'll be good for you. I feel like you've been too upset lately, you need to go out and discover yourself," my dad continues.

"I don't know, what about Alex and Rio?" I ask. Maybe we're not on the best of terms right now, but they're like my brothers. I don't think I've gone more than a week without seeing them since my childhood. What about my sister? I don't want to leave her alone. And... what about Kingsley?

Agh. That was a stupid thought. What the fück does he have to do with my decisions?

"Okay, I'll go," I agree suddenly, annoyed with myself. My parents look surprised, but they both smile and agree right away, "When?"

"Soon. But we have to have a farewell dinner with the family first or my dad is going to kill me," my dad mutters, "If you want to skip school today, we can spend the whole day as a family, making arrangements. There's no reason for you to keep going to school anyway, right?"

Good grief, why does this feel so rushed? Although, they're kind of right, if I'm not going to finish the year, there wouldn't be much reason to go.

And besides, it's not like I have friends I want to dramatically say goodbye to.

➿➿➿➿

Tomorrow I will move to Clan Tallahide. Why? I don't quite know yet.

My parents seem to think I'm going to discover myself over there for some strange reason. I think they just want to give me independence... to some extent. Tallahide is only two hours away from Fallonmore so they can come visit me anytime.

I walk into my grandparents' house on my last day in the clan and greet my family with hugs and kisses before approaching the couch where Alex and Rio are sitting next to Phoenix. I approach my little cousin first and give him a hug before standing in front of my twins and staring at them until the tension between us breaks and they get up to give me a double hug.

"I can't believe you're going to leave without us," Alex complains as we finish the hug, "What the fück is that about?"

"Hey, watch your mouth," my Uncle Robbie complains, coming up behind me. I turn and give my uncle a hug, too, "You can go visit him on your breaks. I don't want my kids dropping out of school only months away from graduation, it doesn't make sense."

I know it's a jab at my dad and I know that...

"He's not dropping out of school," my dad grumbles between his teeth from the back door. I just turn to the twins and we share tired looks. Our parents fight all the time, in a passive aggressive way, like they're in constant competition, "He’ll finish his classes online. I just want my son to be free."

"Okay, we all have our own principles, I guess. I'm just saying I wouldn't," he lifts his shoulders. Aunt Luncinda has to reach behind him and pull him to end that conversation.

"We'll go visit you every weekend and we’ll be free together," Rio blurts out, "Besides, it's a good thing you're leaving because then my mother will have to buy us a car now and not keep making excuses.”

"I said it would be a gift for your presentation and I don't care if you have to walk everywhere in the meantime," Aunt Lucinda replies, "And no, you won't go every weekend. Maybe once a month. Maybe."

The twins are starting to fight with their alpha mother when my Uncle Rodrick comes down the stairs. I try to turn away to hide my beaten face, but of course he already knows about the fight, so he just shakes his head.

"Come here, I want to talk to you," Rodrick says and makes me go outside with the alphas. Everyone except Aunt Lucinda who is still fighting with the twins. Uncle Alessandro, Uncle Harry, my grandfather, my father and Uncle Rodrick. And they all turn their eyes on me as soon as I approach, putting me on guard, even though they've all told me that I need to stop thinking that every time an alpha turns to look at me it means they want to fight me.

I need to work on that.

"Things in Tallahide are uncomfortable right now," Rodrick starts to say, "The title of mayor is gone and now there’s only an Alpha. He's barely been in power for a year and supposedly he’s pretty laid back, but I still need you to behave.”

"His name is Christian Roade, he's only twenty-five," my grandfather says and my eyebrows raise. Twenty-five sounds like someone too young to be mayor or alpha of a clan, doesn't it? "His father, Richard Roade, was mayor for twenty years but died two years ago. Since then, Christian decided to implement changes and return completely to our roots. Fortunately, I talked to him and told him about you so he is waiting for you. He knows you're a dominant alpha."

"Still, don't get overconfident," my father adds and I nod, "Just be polite and respectful when you see him, but other than that mind your own business. Don't be nervous, it’ll be fine.”

I wasn't nervous until this talk.

I didn't think I would have to worry about the alpha of the clan, I didn't even consider that I might get to meet him, but of course my family had to make everything this dramatic.