I let Callum cry on my shoulder. While he is crying, I am also crying inside. I wanted to tell him that it is going to be okay, but then I know to myself that it will never be okay, not unless he moves on from me or I just suddenly change my heart and fall in love with him, which is impossible to happen because until now I know to myself that my heart still belongs to someone. To an undeserving person. Callum calmed down for almost an hour. I didn’t know that he was a bit drunk.. just when he cried on my shoulder, I smelled the alcohol on his breath. Maybe that is why he is emotional. And that’s the way he is..whenever he is drunk. His emotions are too high and his feelings are too visible. That’s why he rarely drinks because he knows that his alcohol tolerance level is pretty low an

