I started to breathe heavily. My tears fell down fast. Soul told Mama Amelia everything! And I feel like..like the memories of the past came back to me. Like it all just happened yesterday. The pity and sorriness in her eyes are making me remember all those nights that I am crawled up on my bed crying all night until I fell asleep. Those days when I asked myself what did I do to deserve those bad things that happened to me? I remember the times when I have no drive and will to live and just wanted to sleep and do nothing. It still hurts until now, but I am better than before. I have healed already, but I still can't help but to feel hurt whenever I think about what happened to me. Mama Amelia stood up then she sat beside me, she pulled me into her arms and we both cried. She ke

