I chose a Hotel from another city. Why? Because I just want to! So if I feel like going back in the middle of the night just because I miss Soul and wanted to sleep beside him, I won’t be tempted because the journey is long.
And just because I really wanted to be alone, I asked my bodyguard to buy me something, I told him that I will wait in the car, but the truth is, I went inside a taxi and told the driver to drive me to the next City.
I know what I did is not good. My bodyguard might get worried and he might lose his job because of what I did, but I will deal with that tomorrow. I also made sure that my phone is turned off because surely Soul will get mad at me because of what I did. He made me promise before that no matter what, I will always have my bodyguard wherever I go.
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