A Lust to Love (Tagalog- R18)

Chapter 06 (Espigi)

                      nn  ⚠️Slight ESPIGI ahead⚠️

Kc

May jaw drops. Dahil sa sinabi niya. Hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko. I am blusing furiously.

"I don't... I don't know... What will i do?" I mutter.

[ Let's have a video call. Accept my request.]

"Wait... makikita mo ako?" Nataranta naman ako.

[ Don't show your face on the camera so I won't see it. Do you have a mask? You can wear it.]

"How about you?"

[ I think I have here. The one I used before when I attended a masquerade ball.]

Tumayo ako at hinanap yong mask ko na ginamit during the masquerade ball ng company ni Dad.

Tama ba itong gagawin ko. I'm not a pervert. He is?

"You're not a pervert right?" I bite my lips after I asked him.

I heard him laugh.[ I swear, I'm not. I've never done this before. I just can't help it. You have the sexiest voice I've ever heard.]

Oh my God!

Kinagat ko ang aking mga labi at humigpit ang hawak ko sa aking telepono." Ikaw din naman." Nasabi ko.

[You like my voice too baby?]

Baby, Damn!

Iba talaga ang epekto sa akin pag tinatawag niya akong baby.

[Does it turn you on?]

God! Bakit ang galing niya magsalita.

"Yes..." tipid kong sabi.

"I'm sorry. I - I don't know what to say. Hindi ko rin alam ang gagawin."  Nataranta kong paliwag sa kaniya. Baka kasi isipin niya ang boring ko naman.

[It's okay baby. I'll teach you. Gawin mo lang ang sasabihin ko.]

He said in a raspy voice.

I think I'm wet down there dahil sa mga sinasabi niya. Lalo na pag tinatawag niya akong baby. I even felt an intense ache in my p***y.

He send me a video call request. I put on my mask and accepted his call. Hinanap ko yong phone stand ko para ilagay ang cellphone. Mangangawit ang kamay ko nito kong hahawakan ko lang.

Nakita ko sya na naka boxer lang. Gosh ang hot ng katawan niya. With six packs abs and V-line.

[Are you wet for me baby?] I heard him asked me.

Yes, I am wet for him. I bite back my moan. "Y-yes yes..." Honestly I like the feeling, this is new and kinda exciting.

[Let me hear you come baby. You haven't experience coming right?]

"mmmh... O-okay." I stammer again. Ahh! This is embarrassing.

[ Face me and remove your bra. Lean on the headboard.] he said softly. Like ordering me to do it.

I take off my bra and the cool air of my room hits my breast. Swollen and heavy. My n*****s physically aches. Ngayon ko lang naramdaman 'to. My legs are shaking.

Settling back on the soft cushion. I saw him removing her boxer slowly. Napako ang tingin ko laki ng kan'ya. Being a doctor it's not new to me. Marami na akong nakita. Pero iba yong kan'ya. Galit na galit ito. It's pinkish and shiny. Tayo'ng tayo pa and at ang haba. Siguro nasa seven to eight inches ito.

He makes a harsh sound.

[Perfect t**s baby. So pink. I wanna suck it.]

I saw him holding his erect c**k, moving up and down. He's jerking off infront of me. My god! This is real now.

[Play with your t**s Dolly.]

I did what he told me. I cup and squeeze my breasts. Moaning at how good it feels. Halos mapapikit ako sa sensanasyon na dulot nito. Gusto ko sana makita ang mukha niya, kaso kahit naka maskara ito mailap pa rin ito sa camera.

[Does that fell good, baby?]

"Yes, it is." I keen.

[ You sound very turned on, Dolly.]

"I like it when you tell me what to do."

[f**k!] he grunts. Mas lumalim ang paghinga nito. Ang boses mas naging magaspang at parang nahihirapan.

[You have no idea what you're doing to me. I'm fighting not to come before you.]

"Oh, I'm sorry about that."

[Tug on those pretty n*****s for me.]

Nanginginig ang kamay ko pero ginagawa ko ang sinabi niya. Dinukot at minasahe ko ang mga ito.

[Go on baby, Imagine them that I'm sucking it in my mouth.]

"Yes!"  I arches my back.

[f**k Dolly! Suck them for me.]

Hindi ko na mapigilan ang kakaibang nararamdaman ko. Basang basa na ang pagka babae ko. Gusto ko itong damhin pero wala siyang sinasabi.

[Take off your sexy panty baby. And finger that pretty c**t of yours.]

I take off my panty and parted my legs wide open. Alam ko kitang kita niya sa camera ang akin. My fingers sliding between the damp folds. Of course I know how to do this finger thing. I'm an OB Gynecology Doctor for Christ sake!

[Damn those pinkish and hairless p***y. Does it feel good. Gaano kasarap Dolly?]

" Yes! It's so good. "Beyond shame nasabi ko na lang.

[ Ipasok mo ang isang daliri mo sa butas.] Utos nito. Napaungol naman ako ng maipasok ko na. [Tell me what your p***y feels like.]

" It's warm and wet." Ipinasok ko pa ng mas malalim ang isang daliri. "Masikip."

[ f**k ] His harsh breathing fills my ears like a caress, and it turns me on even more. [ Add another finger baby.]

"Aaahhh." Ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang sarap ng dulot ng aking mga kamay.

Pero alam ko mas masarap kong mga kamay niya mismo ang gumagawa nito sa akin. Mas masarap at mas ramdam na ramdam ko.

[What's the matter baby?]

"My fingers are too small." I whimper. Hindi na ako makapasok. "I- I wish."  Hindi ko matapos tapos ang nais kong sabihin.

[You wish I was there.] He answered for me. [ I know. I want to touch and lick your wet p***y. I wanna make you come.]

"Aahhh. God!"

[ You're making me so damn horny baby.]

I want to fill you up with my hard c**k. I wanna f**k you hard until you scream my name.]

"Aahhh s**t!" I hess. His words will be the death of me.

[You gonna come?]

"Yes!"

Sagot ko habang patuloy na nilalabas masok ang daliri ko. Nakita ko naman, he continuously stroking his erect c**k. Pulling up and down. Minsan napapatingala ito at napapapikit. With his mouth open. The sight of him making me horny even more.

[Tell me when you come baby.]

He continuously talking sweet words, praising me and telling me how horny he is. I shut my eyes and continue what I'm doing. Head trashing on the head board of the bed. The moans of my pleasure fill my room.

[Damn! You're killing me. I want inside of you. I want to taste you come.]

The way he talked. I'm going to come, so f*****g hard.

"I'm coming! Aahhhhh." Hingal kong usal.

The pleasure hits me.I cry out, toes curling and unable to stop my fingers from bringing me higher hanggang sa labasan na ako.

"Oh yes! Aaah Golem!"

[Aaah, f**k!] Sigaw niya. Nakita ko paano tumilapon ang puting likido sa kan'ya. I heard his sexy low grunts.

The orgasms recedes after a few minutes. Super nanghina ako. Parang naubusan ako ng lakas at napahiga ako sa kama. The best climax of my life.

I heard his harsh breathing. Pati ito nanghina din at napahiga sa kama nito.

[ Are you okay?]

I have to clear my throat before I can speak. "I think so."

He chuckles. [ That was so intense! I can't believe I'm more than satisfied.]

Suddenly, I'm filled with overwhelming gratitude. He gave me something I craved and make me  do something I didn't think I'd experience.

"Thank you." I said almost whisper. My eyes closed.

[ You sound tired. You better rest baby.]

" Yeah. I'm drained." I murmur.

[Good night baby.]

"Night hon..."

Hindi ko na narinig boses niya. Nakatulog na ako sa sobrang pagod.

Kinabukasan muntikan pa akong malate. Hindi na ako nakapag almusal. Diyos ko! Karma na ito sa ginawa ko kagabi.

Nagtaka nga sina mommy bakit late ako nagising. Nagdahilan na lang ako na napagod ako kahapon.

Ng makarating sa hospital nakasalubong ko pa si Dra. Santibañez. Bumati ako dito at ngumiti naman ito. But still, I can feel that something is off. I know that she doesn't like me. Well, the feeling is mutual. I don't like her either.

"Hi Doktora, Morning! Hindi tayo maaga ngayon ah," bati ng isang nurse sa akin sa OB ward. Nginitian ko ito.

"Sumama pakiramdam ko," pagdadahilan ko. Lord, ang dami ko ng kasalanan.

"Doc may patient na bago under Dr. Cruz. Need ata ng surgery sobrang malaki," natanga naman ako sa kan'ya.

"Sobrang laki ng butas Doc at kasya na ang litro ng coke. Tapos with laceration pa."

Kinuha ko ang chart at binasa ito. Pati ang history niya. Naka sampo na pala ito ng anak. Ano kaya hitsura nito?

"Is she okay? I'll check her in a while," sabi ko sa nurse.

"Dami kasing anak Doc, tapos mahilig pa ata ang asawa sa s*x. Kawawa talaga ang babae," patuloy nitong kwento na umiiling pa.

As per the history taking done at the ER. The patient has a vaginal laceration due to s****l activity by her husband.

Any objects, fingers or even p***s can damage the delicate tissue in the v****a.

I want to examine the patient and educate the nurse also. Kaya hindi ako nagcomment kanina sa mga sinabi niya.

When it comes to the v****a, there are a lot of myths and misconceptions. Some people, for example, believe that v*****s can lose their elasticity and become loose forever. That’s not actually true, though.

Our v****a is the most beautiful gift from God. Ang ganda kaya ng nagagawa ng ating p********e sa mundong ito. It give wonders than a male genital. Napakagandang tingnan how it stretch pag may buhay na lumalabas at bumabalik sa dati pagkatapos. Minsan magtataka ka.Pano kaya nangyayari yon. Paano nagkakasya ang isang sanggol na makalabas sa isang maliit na p********e. God is so genius to create such a beauty.

Your v****a is elastic. This means it can stretch to accommodate things coming in (think: a p***s or s*x toy) or going out (think: a baby). But it won’t take long for your v****a to snap back to its previous shape.

Your v****a may become slightly looser as you age or have children, but overall, the muscles expand and retract just like an accordion or a rubber band.

First thing’s first: There’s no such thing as a “loose” v****a. Your v****a may change over time due to age and childbirth, but it won’t lose its stretch permanently.

Hindi rin maganda ang masikio na p********e. Minsan ito ay senyales ng isang sakit.

It’s important to know that a “tight” v****a may be a sign of an underlying concern, especially if you’re experiencing discomfort during penetration.

Your vaginal muscles naturally relax when you’re aroused. If you’re not turned on, interested, or physically prepared for intercourse, your v****a won’t relax, self-lubricate, and stretch.

Tight vaginal muscles, then, could make a s****l encounter painful or impossible to complete. Extreme vaginal tightness could also be a sign of vaginismus. This is a treatable physical disorder that affects 1 in every 500 women, according to research.

Vaginismus, yong maiiwan ang ari ng lalaki sa loob ng babae because of muscle contraction at habang hindi pa ngre- relax ang sa babae hindi ito matatanggal. I heard there were some personalities or prominent people who experienced this incident. Yong pinapasara ang buong emergency room kasi may artista na nag vaginismus. Narinig ko lang yan na mga chismis.

As an OB doctor. We see to it also na ang timbang ng isang buntis ay sakto lang ang magiging laki ng isang bata sa sinapupunan  niya. Para pag labas nito ay normal lang. MNH promotes normal delivery. As much as possible kong kaya ng normal delivery dapat i-push. Mas walang gastos, the healing process takes only 3-5 days. Samantalang kong Caesarian ay matagal. It takes months depende sa healing process ng sugat. Minsan even a year ay masakit pa rin.

I went to the patient and examined her. I saw some large or severe cuts may need stitches. Some deep tears and cuts that reoccur or leave scars may need to be repaired surgically.

I saw a woman not in her  good and normal emotional state. Nginitian ko ito.

"Hi ma'am! I'm Dra. Montero. Resident Doctor po ako ni Dra. Cruz your attending physician. How are you ma'am?" nginitian ko ulit ito. Tumitig lang ito sa akin at hindi umimik.

I know something is wrong. Parang natrauma ito. Maybe she needs a Psychiatric consultation. Kasi hindi ito basta basta mag oopen up sa karaniwang tao lang.

Umalis ako sa ward at pumunta ng tenth floor, sa delivery room para i-check if ang isang patient ni Dra. na nag-lalabor.

Nag ding ang elavator tanda na nasa tenth floor na ako. Paglabas ko nagulat ako. Dr. Allen at Dr. dela Vega ata yon. Nag uusap sila at sabay na napalingon sa akin. I saw Dr. Allen heaved a deep sigh while staring at me. Para itong nabunutan ng tinik ng makita ako. Nagtaka na lang ako.

Hindi ko alam kong ngingitian ko sila. Pero for formality sake. Binati ko na sila.

"Good morning Doctors," tipid akong ngumiti dito.

"Hi loves!" narinig ko naman ang tili ni CL. Galing pala ito ng OR. Lumapit ito sa akin at niyakap ako.

"How are you loves. I've been calling you last night. Deadma, tinawagan ko pa si Mommy to check pero tulog kana daw siguro. You okay? You look tired loves." Nasa mukha nito ang pag aalala.

"I'm okay loves. Hindi lang ako nakapag breakfast kasi nalate na ako. Saan ka? I have to check one patient first," sabi ko dito.

"I'll wait for you here. You need to eat loves. You look pale. Are you that busy?" nakanguso pa itong nagtanong sa akin.

"Yah, we have one patient in the ward. New patient. I have to make a history taking on my own. Can you grab me a food. Nahihilo na ata ako sa gutom. Don't wait for me here matatagalan pa ako."

"Se you loves." I kissed her at tumalikod na. Tinanguan ko na lang sina Doc allen at Dr. dela Vega.

"Ipahatid ko ang breakfast mo loves. Let's eat lunch together okay?" sabi nito at ng flying kiss pa at kumindat.

Kinindatan ko naman ito. But, then I look at Dr. Allen. I saw him smirk.

Naging busy ako sa isang patient ko at kakatapos ko pa lang para magpahinga ng marinig kong nag beep ang aking cellphone. I check my phone. Ngayon ko lang ito nacheck. Marami palang messages ang iba mula pa kagabi.

Nabasa ko ang mga messages ni CL at ilang missed calls.

I received several messages from Golem from a private number. I saved it in my phonebook and named it as "Hottie Hon." I remember I will call him honey, kasi baby ang tawag niya sa akin.

Hottie Hon:

So fell asleep, save my private number.

You can text and call me anytime here.

Good morning baby. How are you?

Still asleep? Don't have work?

Baby... you okay?

Come on Dolly are you mad at me?

I'm worried sick, can you atleast give me a reply.

Baby.... please..

Oh My God!

Ang dami niyang messages. Tawagan ko na lang siya.

I dialled his number. Nag riring lang ito. Busy na siguro. Papatayin ko na sana ng may sumagot sa tawag ko. Boses ng lalaki.

[Hi, my friend is busy. He'll call you after an hour. ]

I look at my screen with furrowed brow. Sino yon?

Binalik ko na lang ang phone ko sa pocket. Almost lunch na pala. I went down to the Cafeteria. Nakakain naman ako kanina may pinadala si CL na food for my breakfast. That't what I like about her. Super thoughtful ito na para ko ng jowa.

Speaking of mag jowa. Napagkamalan pala kaming mag jowa. Si CL daw ang tibo. Tawa kami ng tawa. Itong babae namin tuwang tuwa. Kong alam lang nila kong gaano ito kaadik sa lalaki.

Pagpasok ko sa Cafeteria a staff approach me.

"Hi Dra. Montero tama?" napatango ako at nagtaka. Bakit kaya?

"Sa dulo po Doc nandoon ang pagkain niyo. Naka ready na po." Nangunot naman ang noo konsa sinabi niya.

"Ako ba? Wala naman po akong pinareserve," sabi ko dito.

"Hindi ko po alam. Napag utusan lang. Sabi ayusin para kay Dra. Montero. Kilala kana man namin dito kayo ni Dra. Riva." paliwanag niya.

Nagtataka man sumunod ako dito ng iginiya niya ako sa nakareserbang pwesto. Nakita ko ang maraming pagkain sa mesa.

"Para sa akin lahat 'to? Bibitayin ba ako?" natawa naman ang staff na kasama ko.

Grabe iba't ibang klaseng pagkain. Ganda pa ng set up. Parang hindi naman ito pagkain sa cafeteria. Parang galing sa isang restaurant.

"May ganito pala kayo na pagkain dito?" tanong ko sa kaniya.

"Ay wala po Doc. Sa restaurant po yan galing. May restaurant din kasi ang may ari ng Cafeteria dito." sabi nito. Napatango naman ako.

Umupo na lang ako at kumain na. Nagutom din kasi ako bigla. Hindi ko na maantay si CL. Napasarap ang kain ko at di ko namalayan na marami akong nakain.

May pinabalot ako idaan ko kay CL baka nasa OR at busy kaya hindi naka baba.

Umakyat na ako at pumunta ng OR. Pumasok at may nakita akong staff busy sila.

"Yes Doc? Si Dra. Riva ba? Nag aassist pa sa operation. Nag extend kasi." sabi nito na nakangiti.

"Ah busy pala kayo. Sige iwan ko na lang ito ha pasabi lunch niya. Salamat."

"Okay Doc. No worries. Ganda niyo talaga Dra." pahabol na sabi niya. Lumingon pa ito sa akin at ngumiti. Napangiti na lang ako.

Pagkaalis niya akmang aalis na ako ng OR ng pumasok si Dr. Allen. Nakatingin ito sa akin. Hindi ko alam saan ko ibabaling ang tingin ko. Hindi ko kasi kayang makipagsukatan ng titig nito. Ang lalim niya kasi kong makatitig. Nalulunod ako.

Lumapit siya at may kinuha sa may likod ko.

"Did you eat your lunch?" pabulong na sabi niya. Ang lapit lapit niya. Biglang lumakas ang t***k ng puso ko.

Tumango ako dito. "Yes Doc..." ang hina ng boses nalumabs sa bibig ko.

"Good. Next time don't skip your meal baby..."

Ang lapit ng mukha niya na nakatingin sa akin ng sinabi niya yon  Naestatwa. naman ako. Ang sarap ng boses niya at familiar.

We heard someone clear his throat. Sabay kaming napalingon ni Doc Allen. Nasa may pintuan pala si Dr. dela Vega. Kanina pa ba siya nakamasid sa amin?

Dali dali naman akong dumistansiya kay Doc Allen at nagpaalam sa kanilang dalawa.

"Labas na po ako Doc." mabilis kong wika at dali dali kong nilisan ang OR. Grabe ang t***k ng puso ko. Parang lalabas na sa dibdib ko. Kinapa ko ito.

Bakit kaya ganoon na lang ang epekto nito sa akin. Parang parehas ang boses nila ni Golem.

Hay nakoo Kc pinagkompara mo naman si Golem at Doc Allen. Hindi naman papatol ang huli sa mga chat chat na yan.    Surgeon ito at sobrang busy.

Pero grabe ang epekto nila sa akin, parehong pareho. Lalo na ng bumulong si Doc Allen at tinawag din ako na baby. Para akong nanghina na ewan.