Poetic Feelings

painlove

Now that I am looking back,

In the beginning, you did not care about me.

In the beginning, I did, and I continue to do so.

In the middle, you care for me.

In the middle, I love you.

Now, I cannot tell you that I love you.

I love you. Can you say it back to me?

I love you...

I decided to let you go, and you have seen me leave you.

I came back and you stood there.

I left again, and you saw me leave once again.

I look back.

Did you love me or was it just all in my head?

What color would you say this is? What emotion would you say this is? I cannot explain this thing in detail.



all I know is that I used to love you. i think back to our times being together. i am slowly forgetting about it, hoping that is the right answer. i just want to know how you feel. you didn't say anything but I love you. i don't get it. none of your actions shows that you love me. am I missing something between us. am I asking too much? am I immature to come back to you?

now that I look back down the memories lane

I cannot see any hints of love from you

all I sense was pain love

wanting you to love me because I love you

I seek it all from you knowing you did not care

gave me crumbs and I treasure each one for the longest I can

I left you for good

but

I'm the one who keeps thinking about you

while you do not care