LOVE GOES WHERE LOVE IS RIGHT?
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Hark never liked the idea of ‘us waiting for the right time’ but complied anyway.
The farthest we had gone was kissing and fumbling with each other. I had never been this naked before him and he had never been this needy and steamed up.
His eyes were even a darker shade of brown now and his muscles were so leveled up.
I trembled when he took his face down there and started eating me up.
The pleasure rushed through my veins to my brain and heart.
I wanted to scream it out but had to keep composure. He was so good at his thing and was enjoying it.
This lasted for a minute or two, I had lost track of what time was.
He towered on me again after completely taking off my pants and tossing it across the room. Then he proceeded to take down his jeans.
He was naked in a second. His muscles took my breath away and seeing his actual body not behind clothes for the first time made my heart skip a beat. My first time seeing a man naked was so worth it.
His stature was unbelievable, for a person who never visited the gym and was not on a bodybuilding diet either.
The creator certainly had favorites because what?
He walked over to grab a condom, and as he was fixing it on my eyes fell on something.
I could swear I was an innocent girl but there was no way I didn't know what a used condom filled with semen looked like. It laid under the wardrobe in the far corner. A sense of alert took over my body and I immediately sat up.
He may have noticed my hyper alertedness since he walked towards me. My mind settled on two things ; Nia and the Blonde girl.
Nia because she had always been right about Hark being a scumbag and the Blonde girl because she had gotten her way with my man.
“ Did you sleep with her?" I questioned, my eyes fixated on the used thing.
“ What? Who?" He tried to kiss me , motherfucking brainwasher!
“ The blonde girl."
“ Oh come on! Do you have to be insecure about some random fan now? It's supposed to be our big moments. Come here—"
“ Who used that then?" I cut him short.
Then he traced my sight to it. Three years of being with him gave me knowledge of how bad he was at lying.
He was such a plain person, who always spoke what his mind said and thought even if it was hurtful or degrading and I knew the next set of words he was about speaking were damn lies.
“ Relax, that's not mine. Hear me out."
“ What? Raven had a girl in here? Do you think I'm gonna fall for that tonight?" My voice shook with frailness and anger.
I picked up my clothes and just as I began to dress he walked to me, but I pushed him away.
“ Car," that name, the softness that he always said it with was so fake now, it picked my ears, it made my heart boil with rage. I wanted to kick him in the balls.
“Nuh Uh! Don't call me that. Don't come close to me. I need to go." I finally gave in to the tears.
They danced down my face, oblivious to the betrayal the owner of the face was dealing with.
He stood there helplessly. Probably trying to find words to say to sooth my broken heart.
It took me five seconds to get dressed, my mother would have been thankful if I had been fast to get ready like this years ago.
“ Just hear me out, Car. You're overreacting! I didn't even have s*x with anyone!"
- Writer
