POV: Haven My head hurts from all the information I've been given today. Jake and Nathan have kids. I'm a werewolf, but not a werewolf. I'm apparently destined to be with Raphael forever. What the hell? I don't know what to think. Everything they said felt so right. Even what Raphael told me. Can I even be with him? That seems like a lot. I don't know if I can. I mean look at me, I'm a total mess. I freaked out just going into the kitchen. I can't even go in there now, which sucks because I'm starving. I freak out over every little thing. What am I to do? "Are you OK?" I jumped at the sudden interruption to my thoughts. "Yes, I'm fine," I answered. Raphael looked at me full of concern. "Are you sure? You've been sitting there for the past hour staring at the TV, and it's not even on

