Chapter 14"ASH WAKE UP ..ASH COME ON YOU NEED TO WAKE UP !! WAKE UP NOWWW PLEAAASE !!" I felt something shake me but all I could do was shout. I need to see. It"s dark and I keep falling! I need to see !! "ASH COME ON !!! YOU NEED TO GET OUT JAN PLEAASE WAKE UP !!! GET OUT JAN !!! IF NOT YOU CAN SLEEP FOREVER !!!" 'as long as you live you can sleep ...' 'as long as you live you can sleep ...' 'as long as you live you can sleep ...' I smiled bitterly. It's okay, maybe I shouldn't come out of this dream, isn't it? I don't have to go back ... I have nothing to go back to ... People I thought would never be able to leave me have left me. Do I still hope he comes back ?? For what else? If so, someone really owns him ... I will stay here.. Ayoko na .... I don't want to wait any l

