CHAPTER FOUR - JULY, 1991
At the end of each conversation, Carol usually told me when she thought she could ring again. I was surprised to receive an unexpected call only two days later. She was in tears and sobbed that she was missing me more than she could bear. While her need for me boosted my ego, I was concerned for her own state of mind. The fact that she was only a month away from her forthcoming marriage, and still very much in love with me, must have caused her such emotional torment that she could not possibly have any peace of mind. I felt certain that she was having doubts about marrying the other man, but I did not know whether it was because of me or other factors. I must admit that I was curious to know more about the full situation, but also knew that I had no right
