I looked at Cad sleeping peacefully next to me. I still have his hands pinned above his head. I'm cuddled right up to his side. His head is leaning on mine.
I don't want to leave him. Saysa said.
I don't either. I replied. But we have to.
Slowly, I peeled myself away from Cad. He barely moved as I got off the bed. I searched for clothes to wear. I ended up putting on a pair of black leggings, and one of Cad's white tunics. I threw my messy hair into a ponytail, and turned to Cad.
I sat on the bed as I looked at my mate's face. I memorized every inch of Cad's face. Then I leaned in to kiss his head.
"I'm so sorry about this," I whispered. "I hope that you understand."
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to will my tears away. I made sure that my spell was going to hold even after Cad wake
