I swung by my apartment to pick up a few things while Jared was in a meeting. I stuffed most of my belongings into my bag and I paused for a moment when reality started to wash over me. All this time spent alone, being independent and bench watching a series by myself were starting to come to an end. I will have to put this place on the market and either sell all of my stuff or buy a storage container. Either way. My life was taking a different but serious turn. I sunk onto my bed and just gazed around, familiarizing myself with how I’d spent so much time by myself. I thought about how I could stay out for hours and didn’t have to report to anyone. How I danced to early music and glided over the floor while only wearing socks. Whatever I could find, used it as a microphone and humiliat

