Beckett~ I have never lost control. Ever since my childhood, I kept myself in control. Perfect grades, great in sports, a great reputation everything was in control until she came into my life. Yes, she is the one who barged inside my perfect life like a storm, invading my personal space, creating chaos in my silent world. I have been with very few women in my life, all of them were my girlfriends because I don't believe in hookup culture. I like things neat and disciplined. But I never once remember behaving like this with any of them. Like a horny teenager. She makes me lose control. I don't care about s****l intercourse my priority is my work and my family, but when she came into my life… my p***s has developed its own mind. And I abhor it. The first time I saw her in a flop ca

