Putting on her jacket properly Lydia closes the doors behind her, walking out of her room. It's been two hours since she got that text message from Kade and truthfully, she did not want to concede to him. There were so many mixed feelings she felt then it was all too much. Lydia was mad at him and then felt miserable as well. She couldn't help but think too much about it and then in the end decided to just fall asleep, think about it tomorrow, which did not work out for her. For the past two hours, Lydia was trying to shut her eyes but then suddenly she would open them up again. She was feeling guilty, thinking about him over there, all alone, cold. Lydia was positively done with her thoughts, mind, and reckoned there was only one thing to do. She did make a conscious decision to not go

