Life is so absurd and bizarre. Aspects and situations in life change so fast and that was something I could have never predicted in my entire life. People can be glimpsed at a little differently. Because you can shift and become even more so optimistic. The look on life can rewrite to a new reality all of a sudden.
This even sounds too cringy to me and comes off slightly poetic as well, but this is me being honest with my feelings today and to myself.
Every second I spend with this man, I seem to fall in love with the idea of love over and over again. The man I hated for so long in life. I like every sole thing about him. This is so laughable really. I can't believe I am even saying this because old Lydia would have hated the idea entirely and laughed at my face.
He was truly everything
