Chapter seven

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JENNIE'S POV Standing infront of his house, I breathed heavily thinking of the possibilities after I rang that doorbell besides me. Kai lived alone for almost 4 months already, it's a family issue so I don't know the exact reason. he leaves their house without his family knowing to become an independent man. That's what he told me. I took a deep breath as I rang the doorbell twice, waited for a second until someone shout "Who is it?" I miss his voice. I miss his touch. I miss him. So much. A second later I heard a sound of a feet, louder as it nears me. "Im coming!" and then the doorknob twisted as I saw him little by little. He open the door a little that can feet his little face as he peep out. Expectedly, I saw his eyes widen as he stare at me for a moment, maybe never expected for me to come here alone since I don't like outside, the sun is hot. "Jennie.." he muttured softly and silently, it seems like a whisper but I can hear those deep voice very well "Kai, what's happening to you? to us?" I took my little courage to be direct to the point. Im not that kind of woman who start with hi and hello, I went here to make things between us not to chat. His eyes widen again and was about to close the door quickly but because of my instinct, I quickly put my foot between the door and the wall to stop him from running away... again, and it is a little bit sting because he closed it hardly, I don't mind though atleast my feet is stuck and he can't close the door anymore. Poor foot. "Let's talk inside" with my infamous poker face, I said coldly as I push him aside and went inside the house. I sat at the couch as he did the same across from me "Why are you ignoring me Kai?" I ask, I waited a second but he just look at nowhere and stayed silent "Kai what's going on!?" Loud enough to get his attention, he looked at my eyes like a scared boy who need comfort. "The day will come and you will leave me Jen" he muttered silently as I look at him in confusion. Leave him? "What are you talking about, Im not going to leave you!" I stated "No, I know you will. just like what happened to my brother." He looked at the floor and I notice it wet. He's crying. What? Why are we suddenly become his brother? "Im jealous actually. Jealous of you. Jealous of my brother. Jealous of my family. You guys are special. While me? Im nothing. My Family hates me for being nothing. I never get a single attention from my own family because they are busy enough to take care of my older brother. Even if I leaved them secretly, for them it's alright because Im not worth it. Im nothing to them, they didn't find me. They act like they didn't know me. They act like they only had a one child. They act like Im an outsider." he chuckled... sadly... painfully... silently. "And I know a day from now, you will be like them too. You guys are just the same. You will just leave me. and I hate them for that. I hate my brother for that! I hate my brother! I hate him for not being on my side! I hate him for being the favorite! I hate him for not confronting our parents for being an i***t at me. I hate him for staying silent as my own parents starting to shout at me for being useless. I hate him for being perfect! and because you are the same species as my brother,....." he look at the floor then looked at me sadly. Species? Really? I don't know what's going on but I just felt hurt for him, and guilty for myself. "I'm starting to hate you too..." I frozed when he continued. Without me knowing, Im already outside his door. Im already outside his world, his life, and hiself. "Im sorry" ~*~*~ It's already night but Im looking at nowhere, I jusy can't believe what happened earlier. This is not me! I never overthink! There is so many question I want to ask to him but I don't have enough courage to do it! What is he talking about? What did he mean about me leaving? Why am I like his brother? Why does he hate his brother? What's happening right now? What did I do? How am I supposed to know everything I ask?!! I went to my car still not on my right mind. Starting the engine, I drove off silently. I don't know if am I still looking at the road or not until I heard a shout making me came back to my senses. I stopped the car as I open the car and went infront of it and saw a girl laying on the ground as blood starting flow through her forehead making me panick. D*r* it, I hit someone! Without a second thought, I lift the girl ignoring how heavy she is and how thin I am, putting her at the backseat. As I close the door at the back, I went to the driver seat and drove, wincing and panicking on the inside as I start confronting myself and thing many times. "I don't want to kill someone again. Please don't die" ~*~*~ I sat at the corner of the room as I stare at the girl who I bumped with my car earlier. "She's pretty" Was the first thing in my mind. Im waiting for her to wake up but actually, she is familliar to me. Super familliar that I saw her face somewhere I forgot. She looks like poor, too poor that her shirt and pants are torn apart. Her eyebags are visible and her eyes are swollen like it's obvious that she is crying for who know's when. Her blond hair is all over the places and looks like she is into so many problems. But still, I can't guarantee she is safe because I never trust strangers. Or is she?
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