Convincing my dad to help me get a passport was not easy, but after a long battle of to and fro, and him pushing me to lie, even more, I won the battle. I hate lying to him, I really do because he has always loved me unconditionally despite the fact that I'm a brat like my mom calls me. He made me promise to help him talk to Olive though, I didn't want to get involved in that but I needed the passport more. I know Olive will forgive him, she just needs time. I video called Oliver and told him I was going to visit, I didn't mention carrying Ruby though, I have a lot of explaining to do. I hate just how my life is full of so many secrets. He's going to be so disappointed in me, he thought we were so close but I guess we aren't that close, I so hate to break the news to him about Ruby being

