Adrien I'm so stupid and selfish and self centred as well. How could I do this to her?. I almost killed her on the spot. I wanted to mark her, to make her mine forever but I messed it all up. Luckily, she's mine now but I doubt if she's ever gonna accept me. Could you blame her for that. I f*****g tried the suck all the blood out of her. Believe me when I say I tried to stop but her blood tasted so good and energetic that I didn't even know when I got carried away. I didn't even hear her begging for help until when Emily and my sister interrupted me. I never knew that Serena cared about the girl until today. She was so disgusted to see me do that to her but she's right after all, even a blood sucker, I mean, a vampire wouldn't do such disgusting thing that I did. I expected the

