Mom always told me that the best part in life was family. No matter which state or ends of the earth we were, family was always waiting for us at home.
Yes, I was fuckin' bitter that Levi was leaving Ridgewood Bay for boarding fuckin' school for f**k knows what.
He wasn't supposed to leave.
He's not supposed to leave me.
Julian already did that and Levi following his footsteps was just a nail to the coffin. I was losing the only family I had left.
I don't know what compelled me to drive three hours away to the town that almost cut my fuckin' sanity when I was a kid.
When Dad had gotten arrested.
When I got separated from my brothers.
When the nightmares began.
To fuckin' Elwoods Vicinity.
It was fuckin' illogical to come back to the source of my pain but I didn't know where e
