I wake up, muscles aching, but relieved to be back with Ayla. When Ayla called last night asking if I wanted to stay over, of course I head straight to the farmhouse. I knew then that if I had her in my arms again, I will never let go of her ever. That included refraining from stupid s**t I had no business in doing knowing full well it would hurt her. I cut off all ties with Maddie, I blocked her number, told every single one of my friends not to talk to me regarding my ex-girlfriend, even got out of my way to change my class schedules, which was a b***h but nothing but many can't buy, just so I wouldn't sit inside the same room as her. I was a fuckin' i***t and the only way I could recover was for Ayla to forgive me, which I know wasn't going to be anytime soon. I'll make sure to work f

