Nick♧♧♧
What the f**k is that?
I was finding it hard to stay asleep in my childhood bed since I had been home. Why I was stressed about a kid that wasn't even mine was beyond me, or maybe it was the bed? I mean, besides my late age growth spurt, I had worked out a lot since high school. The only way I could fit on the bed right now was because I was practically curled up in the fetal position.
Is someone in the bed with me?
I was sure I could feel someone's feet and legs intertwined with mine, but I could not remember bringing anyone into bed with me. I knew I had, had a few beers more than usual, but I was far from piss drunk. Maybe it's the edibles? I turned over in the dark, and sure enough, there was a pair of gray eyes staring back into mine.
“Jetta? What the f-” I started to question her, only to have my words cut short by her mouth.
What the hell is going on? My brain was full of questions as I allowed her tongue to slip past my teeth, all the while keeping eye contact. I went to pull away from the kiss, only to have her wrap her hands around my neck, pulling me closer to her.
Besides thinking, “Why the hell is Jetta in my bed?” I was thinking about the first time I had kissed her… and how different this time was.
For one, she had initiated it. Hell, she crawled into MY bed. Two? She was skilled, no longer letting her hands fall to her side. She had me in a grip I could not slip from… though, had I tried? “Um… Jetta?” I finally broke off the kiss.
The lightning that surged through my body when I felt her hand on my d**k… is something I will never forget. I lifted the covers and watched as she tugged, base, to shaft, to tip… suddenly speechless again. I looked back at her face in the dark, unable to see her expression. I had no idea what she was thinking. “I do-”
“Jesus Nick…” She pulled my face to hers again and then whispered in my ear, “...for once in your life, relax,”
My d**k twitched in her hand, and she looked down at it in shock. She was clearly aware of what she was doing… but I wanted to participate, too. I took my hand and rubbed down her chest, only to be shocked that she was not wearing a shirt. Lower and lower, my hand went until I could feel the warmth radiating from inside of her. Jetta was in my bed… completely naked. She DEFINITELY knew what she was doing. I only wished It wasn't so dark.
“I might not be so lenient if you ask me to stop this time…” I warned her, knowing that if she protested, I would be a gentleman and oblige.
“Don’t worry, Nick. I won't be asking you to stop this time.”
With her approval, I used my fingers to separate her intimate folds before slipping one inside of her. She closed her eyes and threw her head back, inviting me to sink my teeth into the silky skin of her neck, eliciting a moan to rise from the depths of her stomach.
Following the curves of her body, I kissed from her neck to her left breast, happy that the sun was starting to come up, allowing me to see the soft outline that was her body… and what a sight that was. Her areolas were dark, large, and inviting. I couldn't help but stop for a moment and suckle, not surprised by the way it hardened against my tongue. Gently, I pulled at it with my teeth before rolling it on my tongue. Still on our sides, I was so consumed with what was displayed before me I didn't even realize when she stopped stroking me… surprisingly I did not care.
I gently leaned into her, causing her to fall onto her back. Slowly, I trailed more kisses down her body, causing her to ooh and ahh in ecstasy, which only added to my excitement. Lower and lower I kissed. Finally at my destination, I smiled as the sun finally illuminated the room, giving me the full view of the majesty displayed before me. I moved my fingers in and out of her slowly while gently rubbing the sensitive skin around her throbbing nub.
The way she arched her back… the way she vigorously pinched her n*****s… the way her thick head of curls was all but covering her slightly closed doe eyes… and the way she looked up at me through her long lashes… I was in a trance.
I lowered my head to her body and licked along her thick thighs, before taking my time on her generous mound. Again, I was surprised by her body. Most of the girls I had been with were clean-shaven, but she had her bush trimmed into a neat heart that sat right on top of her… dare I say it… Fat p***y.
Calming my hand movements, I allowed myself to breathe in her sweet scent before dipping my head and tasting her swollen flesh.
“f**k!” She breathlessly whispered, causing my d**k to twitch with excitement.
Eagerly, I removed my fingers from inside her and took my time lapping up the juices that had pooled inside of her. Licking from the bottom of her slit to the top before flicking her c**t with the tip of my tongue. Now, two fingers were inside of her, assaulting her tight hole, while I continued to apply pressure with my tongue. The purrs and mews escaping her were enough to drive me to the edge… if She had kept this up, the actual s*x would not last.
As if she sensed me, she propped herself up on an elbow before grabbing a fist full of my hair and pulling me back to her mouth. Our bodies now parallel, and I could feel the heat from her p***y warming the head of my d**k. “Condom?” I questioned, unaware that she was a step ahead of me.
I felt her hands and looked down to see her already rolling a condom down my shaft. Now it was my turn to curse. “f**k,” I looked back at her smiling face. Her lips were swollen from the ferocity of our kissing, the red in her cheeks, and those f*****g large grey eyes glaring into my soul.
“Ahhhh,” She squealed when I entered her.
“Holy Fuhhh-” How is she this f*****g tight. It's like she has a vice grip on my d**k or something.
“Hmmm…” She hummed, and I could feel it vibrate through my body, adding to the sensation of me being inside of her. It felt so good I had not even realized that I had not yet begun to move… So she moved instead. “Ahhhk-” She squealed again when she lifted her pelvis to mine, and I slammed into the back of her cervix.
If I had known this is how good it felt to be inside her years ago… I would have chained her to my bedpost and never let her go. “Uh… Not that I would love to prolong this,” I said, picking up the pace, knowing I was close to finishing, “But I'm not sure how much-”
“Oh my God…” She matched me stroke for stroke. “Niiiiiiick!” She sang as her walls crashed in on me just before her body shook as she succumbed to her climax.
“f**k… Jetta….” Feeling the walls of her p***y massaging my d**k might just be the best thing I have ever experienced. “That was…” Amazing? Mind blowing? Transcending? “f**k!”
I rolled off her, unable to process my sudden emotion. Covering my face with my hands I felt her climb off the bed. “You don’t have to go. I mean… we’re both adults here.”
She walked back over to me and placed her hand under my chin, lifting my mouth to hers, causing me to almost spring back to life again before she backed off. “Thanks for making my first time special, Nick.” And then she smiled and walked out the door with her clothes in her hands.
Fuck. How long has it been since I’ve gotten off that good? If ever. I mean, Holy f*****g sh-
“...Thanks for making my first time special, Nick.”
Realization hit me like a ton of bricks. After all of these years, I still claimed her virginity… on her own accord. Had she waited for me? Was it even true? Had no other guy approached her? She had literally snuck into my room and into my bed, playing footsie under the covers, practically begging to be f****d… so…
Why do I feel so shitty about it?
…And why did I want to do it again?
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Jetta◇◇◇
Well. That was… Wow.
I tried not to replay my morning over and over, but the throbbing between my legs was relentless. I don't even know how I managed to make it home without getting into an accident. I don't remember one turn. My mind was consumed with one thing, and one thing only… Nick.
Which really threw a wrench in my plans to reconcile with my boyfriend after the huge fight we had.
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"Wait!" What am I doing? What am I doing? What am I doing?
"What's wrong?"
Yeah, what's wrong? "Oh, nothing, I just needed to get comfortable…" I lied as I shifted uncomfortably in the back of his car.
Ugh. The back of his car. I'm gonna have s*x. For the first time. In the back of a car.
“...A girl's first time should be memorable anyways…"
Shit. "Wiat, no, stop…" I placed a firm hand on his chest and closed my eyes to deliver the news. "I'm a virgin." And then I held my breath for him to retaliate.
"You're a what?"
Should I be concerned that he doesn't look mad? Hurt, maybe… but not mad. "I have never had s*x before. I just wanted you to like me and I know all of the other girls you've been with put out so I figured I would have to put out so I told you I had a rule and when you accepted it I thought I would have enough time to come clean but I never found the right time and right now we're in the back of your car and I really do want to have s*x with you but I do not want my first time to be in the back of a car."
Word vomit.
The universal mood killer.
"So wait you mean you-"
"Yep. Full virgin over here," I interrupted him.
You would have thought I kicked him in the balls the way he backed off of me. "I don't give a s**t about you being a virgin Jetta, but you straight up lied to me for half a year!"
"Well yeah, but-" I fixed my clothes before following him.
"But what?" I wanted to yell in defense but he wasn't yelling, "Jetta, I started dating you because I was over the type I was usually drawn to. The superficial, artificial, self consumed, self loathing, pathological liars that there are a hundred of."
"I'm sorry, I-"
"This isn't gonna work anymore."
"Don't say that, it was just one thing."
"No jetta. It wasnt. It's been 6 months of you lying to me. 6 months of you not trusting me enough to tell me the truth. 6 months of a rule that you had to make up in order to be with me. Or so you thought…"
I was crying but there was nothing I could say, he was right. I buckled when he embraced me before whispering, "Let's get you home."
When we pulled to my house we both just sat there, in silence, neither of us wanting to really let go. "Alex I-"
"I know. I love you too, Jetta. Have a good night."
"Are you breaking up with me?" I sobbed.
"Yes… no… I don't know."
I nodded and got out of the car. "I'll give you your space… reach out when you know… I'm sorry again."
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That had been less than 6 hours ago. What the f**k is wrong with me? No really.
Alex was right. I lied to him over and over for the entire course of our relationship. And not once did he even pressure me or treat me in a way that would have led me to believe he would have dismissed me for not having s*x with him.
And Nick? The first thing I chose to is go find NICK.
Nick.
The professional man w***e. The only brother to my best friend since always. The only other guy who had ever even touched me. The only guy who- Nicky is gonna kill me.
"What the hell have I done!" I yelled to myself over and over beating my fists into my thighs. And then remembering how Nick held onto the. When he…
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“Oh my God…” For someone with a vast knowledge of literature, I was struggling to find words to fit the feeling that I was experiencing. Let alone trying to reason with myself for waiting so long to experience it. “...Niiiiiiick!”
“f**k…" Could I be imagining him getting even bigger? It was as if his d**k had gained a rapid heartbeat while inside me,
"Jetta….” Over and over again I could feel him pulsate inside me to the point that I almost erupted again…
“That was…” Horrible? Stupid? Reckless? “...Fuck!” Was all he said, though he seemed satisfied before he rolled off of me.
I looked down at my exposed body again ashamed by what it looked like before remembering who I was and where I was and snapping back into reality.
“You don’t have to go, I mean…" Nick had changed. Here he was inviting me to stay when he knew this was a one time thing. We both did. "...we’re both adults here.”
With one last kiss goodbye I thanked him for making it special and then I left satisfied that I had finally had s*x. But incredibly disappointed at what else I had done… I had cheated on Alex… kind of. But Nicky… I had broken the only rule that she had, all that was left to do was confess.