*Zara* I am laying face down on my bed, feeling like I have no tears left in me. Imad came in some time during the day, telling me that I will be stoned for my sins in the morning. He is going to force everyone to watch again. I hope so badly that Dean has left before that. All I wished for by now is to know that he is safe, that he has gotten away. That will allow me to die peacefully. Not that I want to die, but I don't see any other outcome from this. I can only lay on my stomach, as my whole backside is on fire with pain. I would love to slip off to sleep, to forget for a while. The darkness outside is telling me that it is late evening or night by now, so I don't have much time left. But I can't seem to find sleep, so instead I think. I am mostly sad that our child will never

