*Zara*
I am snuggled against his side, his arms around me and and with my head resting on his shoulder. I am slowly drawing figures on his chest with a finger, never have I felt more content in my life.
"That was so much different than I had expected". I whisper softly and blush as I hide my face against him.
His fingers are caressing my thigh that is draped over him, making all the little hairs stand up with delight. "I hope that was a positive difference, because I thought that was quite amazing".
"Definitely positive, it was the most wonderful feeling I have ever had Dean. Is that really how it normally is or do you have some special talent ?" I look up at him.
He chuckles softly, a sound that makes me smile. "I would love to stroke my own ego by thinking I had some kind of special talent, but I think it is actually just normal, if the man cares for the woman's experience".
"Nah, I prefer to believe in the special talent". I tell him smiling and his lips catch mine, kissing me warmly for a long time.
He pushes my hair behind my ear and looks at me. "Zara, I promise you that I am going to get you away from here. I am taking you with me to America. I will find a way".
"Dean, it is really nice of you and I know that you really mean it, but it is not possible and you would put yourself in danger". I feel very happy that he wants to do it, even if it will never happen.
He props himself up on one elbow looking very seriously at me. "I mean it Zara, I will find a way, you have to come with me, because I... I love you".
"I... I love you too, Dean". I hadn't realized that is what I am feeling, but as if someone flipped a switch I am suddenly certain.
His face lightens up in a grand smile and he pulls me into his arms. I happily snuggle into him and oh how I wish that it really was possible for him to do something, that I could actually go with him.
I just lay here watching him, while he talks animatedly about everything he wants to show me in America. Honestly I feel like I will never get tired of watching him or listen to his deep soft voice.
It is like I am constantly going to discover new things about him that I haven't noticed before and every one of them makes my heart beat a little bit faster.
My mouth starts leaving kisses on his shoulder, then moving slowly along his collarbone, before trailing down his chest.
He chuckles softly and pulls me on top of him, my face hovering over his. "What are you doing darling ?"
"Well, I am most definitely not trying to sleep". I tell him teasingly and kiss him intensely, we don't need to go to sleep right away.
*Dean*
"I will miss you terribly". I am kissing her softly, it is now early in the morning and she is about to sneak back to her own room.
She smiles so sweetly at me and tucks the blanket around him. "Get a little more sleep okay ? I will miss you too, but I'll see you tonight".
I look after her when she disappears. I really should get a bit more sleep, because I honestly didn't get a lot up till now. For a woman who had never gotten any pleasure from s*x, she is definitely a fast and eager learner.
And she had said that she loves me, I don't know what I will do if I don't find a solution to this.
For a second I even entertain the idea of trying to buy her freedom, but only for about a second, the whole idea is just so wrong to me that I immediately discharge it, and Imad will most likely say no or demand more money than I have.
Maybe I can get her smuggled out in some way, but I have to convince her to want to try.