Chapter 1
1572 Words
"It's the start of a new day but it feels like everythings ending"
" still picking the pieces from the broken love you gave to me..eeee"
" ate ano ba ang ingay ingay mo nanonood kami dito eh" sabi sakin ng kapatid ko.
" ayy sori sori" sabi ko naman
btw pipol my name is Arzzieallie Helltica Natashicole Demonize 16 years of age nakatira sa taguig city na nag iiwan ng isang kataga
" Blood is precious, Blood is life. I can't let a day past Without torturing someone alive.I'm an angel in disguise,Who wears a mask to get the trust of a guy.There's a demon who fell asleep inside of me.But what you always do always irritates me.And now's the demon is awake, i'll make sure you'll pay and regret."
Siya nga pala nakuha ko lang yan sa w*****d na nabasa ko kaya hindi talaga sakin nanggaling yan duhh obob kaya ako para isipin yang mga word nayan
hayss apaka boring namn dito sarap gumala kaso umuulan tapos bakasyon na wala nang pasok. Actually di talaga ako nalulungkot dahil walang pasok kase kahit noong may pasok pa nasa bahay lang ako duhh online class kaya si me and wag kayo mga bakla!!! honors student and ateng niyo with the average of hindi ko alam hehe basta top 2 si me sa section namin and yung top 1 is friend ko and deserve namin toh dahil tao kami opo.
kung tatanungin niyoko kung masipag ako? syempre....hindi HAHAH napaka tamad ko kaya tas lagi pang nag rereklamo kesyo ayaw na mag-aral something ganurn
so ayun napaka daldal ko ano na bang balak ko sa buhay ko tutunganga nalang ba ako dito kaloka
pupunta na nga lang ako sa kwarto para magpa-music.
*Playing: Can't get out by Jem Macatuno*
"I've been trying to forget you
But I can't
You made me a fool
It ain't cool
It's like there's something
Missing in my life
Maybe it's you
It is you"
oyyyy bat ako nakakarelate aba buang kayo ah.
"I just can't get you out of my head
You are the reason that I wake up in my bed
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out, can't get out
Please, get out
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out, can't get out
Please, get out"
get out na kase nakaka-inis kana eh naaalala nanamn kita.
"I didn't expect you to like me back
I'm a mess, I'm a fool
I don't know how to act with you
When I'm with you"
"I'm sorry if it took so long
To realize that we belong
You and I
It ain't a lie"
ay HAHAH dito hindi ako maka relate nbsb si ako eh.
"I just can't get you out of my head
You are the reason I wake up in the bed
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out, can't get out
Please, get out
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out, can't get out
Please, get out
Please, get out, oh"
"Get out of my head, get out of my head
Baby, please
Get out, get out, get out of my head, oh"
alis na kase alis na!!
"Please, help me to forget you
I don't really want to
Can you tell me if
You really want me to stay
In your mind
In your life"
can you? I'm overthinking again.
Masakit lalo na at nakikita kong masaya ka kahit wala ako, masakit kase alam mong may iniwan ka pero parang wala lang sayo.
2 years. 2 years of Frienship pero ganoon mo lang kadaling itinapon sabagay talo ako kase kaibigan mo lang ako tapos yung kalaban ko taong mahal mo.
i just wanna ask you something, ni minsan ba tinuring mo akong kaibigan? oo nag chachat lang tayo sa messenger hindi pa tayo nagkita sa personal we never do video call kung mag c-call man tayo tatlong beses lang at kung mag v-vm maikli lang isang word? tapos ako papakantahin mo para ano pagtawanan? tsk i know na hindi kagandahan yung boses ko pero nag vm parin ako kase request mo eh alangan namng tanggihan kita eh ikaw lang yung nag-iisang kaibigan kong lalaki/ kuya diba?
kase kung sa loob ng 2 years tapos hindi mo pala ako tinuring na kaibigan, wala na.
tapos na talaga durog na nga ako mas madudurog pa kung sasabihin mo saking hindi.
"I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out, can't get out
Please, get out
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out, can't get out
Please, get out
I got you stuck in my mind
Can't get out, can't get out
Please, get out
Don't get out"
hay nako umiiyak nanamn ako iba na ngalang na kanta.
*playing:Kriminal by Oc Dawgs)
" Kamusta tuloy ka halika na pare wag kang mahiyang pumasok
Pasensya kana sa bahay ko medyo madumi at nakakasulasok
Balak ko sanang maglinis kaso dumating ka hindi na umabot
May alak kabang dala wala kase akong pang-inom di ko pa sahod"
"Wag kang matakot papasukin mo yung iba mong kasama
Kamo sa kanila madilim na't delikado na diyan sa kalsada
Ako ang bahala sa kanila hindi sila mapapahamak
Paupuin mo sila sa sofa tapos paikutin mo yung dala mong alak"
"Isarado mo ang pinto may gagawin ako
Wag kayong aalis sa kwarto may kukunin lang ako
Kailangan pag balik ko ay nandyadyan parin kayo
Kase hindi lang kayo ang tao mamaya may bisita rin ako"
"Taas ang kamay at walang kikilos ng masama
Kung ayaw nyo isa sa inyo ang tumumba
At isa sa inyo ang dumapa
Lahat ng ito ay plinano ko una palang
Hindi nyo ba nahahalata
Humanda na kayong mamatay sa kamay ko
Ngayon ay wala na kayong kawala (wa)"
"Nandito na kame asan na sila lumalalim na ang gabi
Handa na ang lahat walang ititira kase
Kapag ako ang bumira walang matitira tabe
Taas lang ang kamay akin na to wag kang ng pumalag
Bwakanang ina mo ibigay mo na lahat ako nagsabi sayo
Wag ka nang mag makaawa ina mo (bengbeng at at at)"
"Ano isa kapa sige gumalaw ka ng kakaiba
Hindi na ako mag babago ng isip kasi mamaya susunod na kita
Susunugin ka nang nagbabagang apoy hanggang sa mangamoy ang iyong katawan
Sa dugoy lalangoy at kawawa ka boy namatay ka ng walang nakakaalam"
"Ako na ang bahala wala nang konsensya kahit pa na magmakaawa
Gagawin ko to sa harapan nila kahit na sa paningin mo di tama
Takpan mo ang bunganga wag ka nang magsalita kung di mo masikmura
'Di ka na makakatakas sakin kahit na ikaw pa ay magmakaawa"
"Sumigaw ka man ng malakas wala ng makakarinig sa labas
Lahat ng kasama mo nakahandusay na pinabuhusan ko na din ng gas
Konting oras nalang matatapos na din ang ating palabas
Malinis na pagkaka plano na kahit na sino ay walang makakatuklas"
anddddd break it down yow!!! angas ko talaga mga pare yeah mah men.
isa pa isa pa bago ako matulog HAHAH ok yu g birit naman like easy on me owemjeee
*playing: Easy on me by; Adele*
" There ain't no gold in this river
That I've been washin' my hands in forever
I know there is hope in these waters
But I can't bring myself to swim
When I am drowning in this silence
Baby, let me in"
"Go easy on me, baby
I was still a child
Didn't get the chance to
Feel the world around me
I had no time to choose
What I chose to do
So go easy on me"
"There ain't no room for things to change
When we are both so deeply stuck in our ways
You can't deny how hard I have tried
I changed who I was to put you both first
But now I give up"
" Go easy on me, baby
I was still a child
Didn't get the chance to
Feel the world around me
Had no time to choose
What I chose to do
So go easy on me"
"I had good intentions
And the highest hopes
But I know right now
That probably doesn't even show"
"Go easy on me, baby
I was still a child
I didn't get the chance to
Feel the world around me
I had no time to choose
What I chose to do
So go easy on me"
ok tapos na ang concert ko mga bakla so ako'y matutulog na grabe nakaka-pagod pala talaga pag nag c-concert ka noh like nakakahingal tapos nakakapaos buti nalang may taga support akong mga sikat ewan ko nga bat hindi ako naging popular samantalang ako nag sulat at nag compose ng mga kanta nila tsk tsk tsk...
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So ayun na nga po dito na nag tatapos ang kwentong ito bye bye everyone
charot lang wala pa tayo sa exciting part mga marites so ayun sana nag enjoy kayo sa aking libreng concert pasensya na kung low quality lang medyo pagod kase ako nag laba kase ako ng isang taon tapos yung mga supporting singers ko pagod kakaalaga sa mga aso nila.
dito na nag tatapos ang chapter 1 sana nag enjoy kayo kahit na puro pa sound trip lang ang naganap sana ay naki-kanta rin kayo para hapi hapi ang life.
so ayun thankyou po and goodmornight....
" Don't be afraid of falling inlove, it's the feeling✨"
" Aeia "
- Writer
