Selene’s POV
The following day dawns as gloomy and dark as the weight on my chest.
Sebastian left last night. I had heard the front door slam shut, and I wondered if he was going to Aria.
I stare at the divorce file in front of me, five million dollars as alimony. It is not a small amount. He really wants me to leave so desperately, doesn't he?
I toss the file onto the bed. I don't need his money. Nothing can make up for the pain of being rejected by my mate. The man I had given everything too.
I push the rumpled bedding hack and get out of bed, and stare at my reflection above my vanity.
Staring back at me is the creamy skin with freckles, and long ginger locks which, despite being hard to maintain, I never considered cutting, because Sebastian liked it. My potty lips aren't anywhere near as big as Aria's, but the most prominent feature of mine is probably my amethyst-coloured eyes.
There was a time when every man wanted me. At college and university, all the young men wanted to date me.
My reputation in my studies and as the daughter of Alpha only added to fat. I came from a reputable pack, one whose size is almost as big as this one. However, their reputation is vastly different.
Where my father's pack is known for its social status and influence, the Dark Hollow Falls Pack was known for their power and their control.
No one wants to cross them.
I stare down at the papers in my hand.
Placing a hand on my stomach, I calm myself. Stress is not good for the baby. I will not sit here and weep. I will show him I am fine.
Determined, I ba3 my fists still holding those hateful papers, before I get ready for the day and make my way downstairs.
“Did the Alpha not return last night?” Emma asks, stepping out of the dining room with the uneaten dishes from last night.
“He came late, and I had fallen
Asleep,” I reply, forcing a smile as I led the way to the kitchen.
‘You look pale, Luna. Are you alright?” she asks as I make myself some cereal, even though I have no appetite.
Before I can reply, my phone rings.
Oh! It's my Doctor and close friend.
“Hello?” I answer, stepping away from the table and leaving the kitchen for privacy.
“Selene, I'm sorry to bother you so early. I was taking a second look at your reports, and I want you to come back for a few additional checks.”
“Dr Julian... is everything alright?” I ask nervously.
“Don't worry, Selene, just come see me as soon as possible.”
I hung up, fear settling into the pit of my stomach, and I quickly hurried to leave, asking Ethan to have the car ready.
Once in the car, I told him to drive me to the hospital.
He looks at me curiously as he obeys. “Is everything OK, Luna?”
“Oh yes, just going to go meet Dr Julian
Julian is the head gynecologist at the hospital, and I'm glad she is the one who found out about my baby.
We reach the hospital shortly after, and I thank Ethan, telling him to wait for me.
The windy weather hatters at me and I'm happy to step into the warmth of the hospital entrance.
“Do you have another appointment, Luna?” the lady at the front desk asks.
Gossip will spread like wildfire, knowing I came to the hospital two days in a row.
“Oh no, I-”
“She's here to see me.”
We both turn, relieved to see Julian standing there in her white coat with arms crossed.
I see,” the prying woman behind the counter says before she smiles and returns to her paperwork. The smell of disinfectant is strong in the halls.
“I think it's best to keep your pregnancy a secret for now,” Julian whispers to me as she strides down the hallway and opens her office door.
“I think so too.” I agree, although my reasons are rather different.
Once inside the comfort of her office, she tells me to lie down on the bed so she can do a quick scan of my stomach. Since we are in her office, there is no screen opposite for me to be able to see the scan myself.
However, with the frown on her face deepening, I dare not disturb her as she takes measurements, observing the screen.
Finally, when she wipes the cold gel from my stomach and motions for me to get up, I ask her as I stand up, “Tell me Julian, what is it?”
‘You don't need to worry too much, there is nothing wrong with the pregnancy itself, but...” She begins, but it's too soon to be relieved. “Come, take a seat.”
I oblige. Taking a seat she sighs, tilting her head as she opens up a file on her desk.
“But your health isn't great. I'm surprised, to be honest. You come from a strong bloodline, and you seem healthy and fit, but after looking through your reports... you are extremely weak and that can affect the growth of the children.” She puts the file down and I frown.
My eyes open. “Children?”
"Yes, Selene, you are having twins, which makes me more worried about this pregnancy and your health.”
Twins! I'd be happier if the divorce wasn't bothering me, but the doctor obviously doesn't share the excitement with me. She's worried.
“Will I lose them?” I ask, nervously.
“The chances of miscarrying are extremely high and until you are past your first trimester, I would say you need to rest as much as possible. Perhaps keeping this pregnancy news quiet, for now, will help him. I know the pack members will want to visit you if they find out that an Alpha heir will soon be born.”
I nod in understanding, reaching for the file and scan through it. I may not be a doctor but I had studied medicine alongside business at university.
“How is it possible for my levels to be so low?” I ask.
She shakes her head. “It's beyond me, but I will give you some multivitamins and we will keep an eye on you.”
“Thanks, Julian. Can I ask a weird question? Does a rejection harm an unborn child?” I say quietly.
She looks at me sharply, and I keep my chin up, hoping she doesn't see right through me.
She sits hack, pondering over it for a moment before she looks me straight in the eye, a calculating look in them.
“No Selene, it won't harm the child, but it will surely hurt the Mother and... if the Mother lS already weak, for example like yourself, she may never be able to carry another child again.”
After bidding Julian farewell, I didn't return home. I'm too disturbed and unsettled to think straight. After what she told me, I am no longer sure what I should do.
I have been debating what to do for the last hour. I had dismissed Ethan and decided to walk home, despite the weather.
“My mind is still in turmoil and a memory from long ago returns to me, making my heart squeeze”.