The next day everyone seemed to not be able to look me in the eyes. I didn’t know how to feel about that. I was used to people avoiding my eyes, but since Ruslan came into my life I have been looked at in the eyes by everyone and now, they are not. Did I do something wrong?
Dinner had gone quiet last night even Ruslan didn’t speak just kept his face blank. He was to leave today as he is not allowed to see me the night before the wedding. When I had the place to myself, I went to my room and just sat on my laptop. I still had no jobs, I will need to speak to Ruslan about this. I looked up porn again keeping the volume down. There was a lot of different videos.
The next day I was woken up by Matilda early in the morning, I had to eat, shower and get ready for the makeup artist and hair la
