I actually had a wonderful time at the carnival, an emotion I didn’t recognise stayed with me. I asked Ruslan what it was, and he told me it sounded like happiness. I have never felt this before, I didn’t want this emotion to end. It felt nice.
The morning came quick, and Ruslan told me about the plans we have today and then apologised in advance, letting me know his family is like my family. Shrugging my shoulders, as I was used to it, I felt that happiness emotion go. I didn’t like this.
Ruslan got my outfit I had to wear ready, and he got ready in a suit. I thankfully got given a trouser suit. Think I would have stabbed him if he put me in a dress again. The wedding dress was ok, it was not made for fighting and put me in a position to rely on others, I did not like that.
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