Lucio I couldn’t believe the message I read that the Godfather sent me. I had to go to my study and look at the message again. Opening my whiskey I poured myself a full glass, I feel I am going to need it tonight. Sitting at my desk I couldn’t stop staring at my phone. My mind wandered back to Saoirse, Elisabetta’s mother. I do miss her every day and was the one woman I truly loved, why I let Caterina get in my head to cheat on my Saoirse I do not know. Everyday for a year when we had that affair I felt so much guilt, but me being stubborn I stamped it down and enjoyed having to women I could f**k. When Saoirse found out the heartbreak I see in her eyes broke me. I broke off from Caterina and thank God Saoirse forgave me, when she announced she was pregnant I was over the moon. I was bl

