Chapter 20 When everyone ate breakfast, I carried the dishes to the kitchen not letting the men help as I am more than capable. I told Matilda I would sort all this out so she can do what she needs to do. She gave me a smile and walked off to do her other jobs she had to do. I didn’t mind doing the washing up as it gave me a quiet moment with God. Yes, me a killer believe in God. My mother’s side are all Catholic and are big worshippers to the faith. Growing up I got taught all about faith and never thought otherwise about it. One night I started to question about it to myself as there is the ten commandments and I was breaking the murder part, so I spoke up to God and asked him if he is real or am I being lied to. That night I had a dream about a man standing in the middle of the pave

