MY REASONS MY MISTAKE

MY REASONS.

     What! both Isabella and Tyler said in unison with shock. Mom ...... wha.... what are.... yo, you saying? Isabella asked her mom in an angry but confused tune with her voice shaking. Yeah, dad what is she talking about? Tyler asked agreeing with the question Isabella had asked her mom. Tyler! his dad said calling out his name in a manner that he wants to explain something to him. My..... son I don't know how to say this his dad said feeling out of words. Dad please all I want to hear is just the truth nothing but that Tyler said as tear ran down his eyes hoping the what he was thinking wasn't the truth at all. Look, she is right that the wedding can't take place and this relationship can't work especially like this Tyler's dad said as he couldn't control his tears anymore. Mr. John please don't say that , look my mom doesn't know what she is saying she..... she can do anything just to see me upset please don't call off the marriage please! I and Tyler are not related. I mean it not possible cuz my dad has passed on and am my moms and dads only child please ignore her ok, please am beging you. Isabella said crying not believing a word her mom had said. Bella dear, your mom is right and you have to please try to understand the marriage can't just take place Tyler's dad said. Dad! what is all this that you guys are talking about can you just be straight forward and tell us all why this wedding can't happen because i don't want to have a reason to believe in what is running through my head now Tyler said to his dad loosing control of his temper. Tyler! Isabella's mom which is your soon to be wife's mom ... is ... is your mother, Elena Johnson. Tyler's dad said in agony as he wished what he had said shouldn't have been said. What! Bella and Tyler said again in unison but this time at each other. Dad i don't get what do you mean,li... like she.... she is what? Tyler asked in shock. yes Tyler she is your mother his dad said as tears dropped down his eyes has the pain he didn't want to see his son in after so many years is what he had to witness and that too on a special day.

    Tyler, do you remember when I had told you that I found out a secret about my past that your mom had caused of which I had lost so much that would been a part of my life now and that this secret, this ... same secret ruined my life which got me enraged on finding out and that to from a stranger which was why I sent her out of the house and the reason why I had to change my name from Johnson to John and change yours from Trevor to Tyler so that the bad past won't hurt our future I thought it would be best like that at least your mother won't be able to trace us as I wanted her to be our past not our future Tyler's dad said with a sincere heart as tears dropped down from his eyes. I.... I understand dad, Tyler said trying to console his dad and himself then he asked "so, Bella is my step sister?" No!...... No she isn't Isabella's mom said as Isabella stood still not saying a thing as what was going had left her shocked and speechless. Dad what is she saying Tyler asked his father has he looked at Isabella's mom then Isabella trying to get what was going on. What am saying is that Isabella is your blood sister the day your father had thrown me out of the house i was coming home with the good news that i was pregnant with Bella but with what had happened that day i was unable to tell him anything so he had know idea about the pregnancy of Bella Isabella's mom said crying and feeling really bad that her past mistake is ruining her children's future. What in the world is going on here? Isabella asked angrily. So, what you are telling me... like now is that.... Ty.. Tyler and I are related and... and that too as brother... and.... and.. sister. Cuz honestly am not understanding anything Isabella said angrily crying as the the sadness could be heard in the way her voice was trembling as like the words are been forced to be said and with hope that what she had heard was not true but oh well, what can be said when everything she heard was nothing but the honest truth.

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So ..........., wait, what am hear ain't true, right? cuz I don't believe this whole lie. YOu know what? if this is a joke just stop it cuz it not funny at all Isabella said as she was not ready to believe anything that has been said. Bella, everything is the truth my dau...... just be quiet ok, Isabella said angrily cutting her mother short. So, you really still have the audacity to speak after everything Bella said to her mom angrily and was quiet for some seconds like she was thinking about how hurt she had been hurt by her own mother. you didn't only ruin my childhood you also ruined my past, my history and ............ she said and paused as the words couldn't be let out. And you....... you ruin my dads life, my brothers life you still weren't satisfied and then .... she paused again crying bitterly. Am sorry her mother said crying bitterly regreting her past mistakes. JUST BE QUIET Isabella said angrily. Cuz you ruined my future and my whole existance. I ....... I just can't believe that you are my mother cuz to me you are nothing but a monster am not sorry to say this because I hate you, I hate your existance, I HATE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE MY MOTHER Isabella shouted at the top of her voice angrily with soo much hatered and bitterness which was justified as she was hurt badly and that too by her own mother.

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Bella I can explain her mother said trying to stop her from leaving their presence. You can explain, really? so you could explain but never did so, why today Isabella said crying. Hmmm..... you lied to me through out my childhood Isabella said in a dishearthened voice as she wiped off her tears and then continued. You said my father was dead and you had to move on to give me a life with a father but you never even gave me a life of truth nor a life with a mother cuz what I got was a monster who hurt others for her happiness Isabella said as she couldn't hold her words back. Bella pleeease am sorry i can explain and i would explain please my reasons should be justified pleease Isabella's mother said realising her mistake.

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Am sorry I lied my reason for that was to give a happy life I didn't want you to have to see my past as my past hunts so much and i was trying to run away from it. I couldn't accept my mistakes nor could I face it. who knows that the past could hunt the future. Look Bella i lied i accept but it was for a good course i needed to see u happy am sorry.

I also never told Johnson the truth of how my past ruined his daily life because i was scared i wanted to be and far away from every of my mistake cuz i was young and foolish but yet i couldn't do that. Am really sorry.

Everyday I yawn to see my son and how much he has grown i couldn't even live a happy life cuz i couldn't forgive my self Bella' mom said crying as she could feel the bitterness of her past in her present.

Great! I guess every one had a reason to do what evere they did Isabella said nodding her head as if trying to say something that she didn't want to say. If you had just told me the truth things wouldn't have reached this far, if you had just been honest things wouldn't have gone this far but instead you choose to lie blantantly to my face as a child. People use to say a mother and daughter relationship is the strongest of all but guess what? ours was the weakest cuz (1), I never had a mother, (2), how relationship was built on lie (3), my so called mother never value or made me realise the value of that relationship or did i lie, Bella said as tear was dripping down her cheek.

You all had reason to lie to each and everyone of us right, hmmm..... Isabella said looking dishearthened. So, Mrs. Elena you knew right? You knew that Tyler was Trevor, my brother, that was why you didn't agree to the wedding right? but still you choose not tell me till date. Is that how much you hate me? TELL ME! Isabella said at the top of her lungs looking very angry.

Bella no, you are getting it all wrong I didn't know Tyler was Trevor. I dis agreed to the wedding cuz my mind didn't approve and because he reminded me of my past and Trevor. And please, please never say that I hate you cuz a mother can never hate her child or children Bella's mom said with tears in heart with so much sincerity. Oh, please, spear me that story and the drama cuz our own story is the total opposite Bella said to her mom angrily. You know, Bella not everything is the way it seems her mom said trying to defend her self. the fact there, is that I you love uncontrollably but you never see that fact that is why you have no regard for me nor do you respect me or my wishes her mom added. Please! okay, you loved me yet you lied to me, you loved me but yet you never had my time is that what loving a child is about? Isabella said and asked rhetorically in an angry voice but yet sad as she remembered the painful childhoods.

You see, you never understood and you still don't understand her mom said trying to point out. What on earth don't I understand Bella asked angrily. The fact that am trying to protect you and keep you away from my past life and past mistakes. I wanted you to be happy, i wanted a better life for you Isabella's mom said pointing out her facts. Lies, big fat lies mom you a liar a big fat lair Isabella pointed out irritated by her mothers words. Isa! please control yourself Tyler said trying to control Isabella. No Tyler she has to know the truth today that she is a big liar, I mean you heard what she said right, Isabella said trying to control herself by taking a deep breath.

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You know, Isabella was right. In all this you are to blame. I didn't grow up with you but with what I've heard about you is enough for me to be happy you never took care of me as a mother cuz just like Isa had said you are not mother but a monster. Am not proud nor is Isa proud to call you mom. hmm.... you kept on hurting those around you without evening realising it or maybe you were realising it who knows, all in the name of hiding a secret which would eventually be let out. The is that you fail to understand or realise that no matter how you hide a secret it would still be out in the open. And that is just a fact that you yourself can't deny. right? Tyler spoke so maturely with so much confidence and readiness to hear the whole truth then looked at Isabella to know if she was also ready to hear the remains of the truth.

Yeah that mistake that led to the reason behind you keeping us in the dark and ruining our future we want to know it all right now and that too, right here. Isabella said with so much readiness as Tylerin fact you can say more than Tyler's. In a way that:

"what more could be to the secret than the one that has been revealed to them".