Chapter Twenty-Seven
Jana
Another weekend passed, and I was cranky as hell. I missed Finn, and I didn't know what the hell to do about missing him. Somehow the fact it was so close to Christmas made everything worse. The cheery holiday lights made me miss my mom and wish I had someone to share the holidays with. Usually, this wasn’t an issue for me. I celebrated with my friends and visited Sal and June. Now, all I did was think about Finn. I kept replaying my conversation with Zoe and contemplating her point that I had a pattern of not giving anyone a chance. I felt like a fool because I was the human equivalent of a dog chasing my tail—round and round in my mind, but I went nowhere.
I was fielding phone calls one afternoon when Zoe was at court, contemplating whether I should talk to h
