Amber's I focused myself on the television despite being bothered by my extreme heartbeat. It started racing after Zekhaila kissed my forehead before going. I didn't know if this was a good or a bad thing. I will admit that I was started having a hard time focusing ever since she started involving herself with me. She's too persistent, she didn't like getting no as an answer. No matter what I do, she kept getting close to me. She said she's my friend so maybe that's the reason why I was feeling like this because I wasn't used in this kind of relationship. I was not used of having someone around, to actually have someone who wanted to stay. But why was I feeling strange? This fast heartbeats I can't control, this weird sensation in my stomach, was this all necessary? Was this the feeling

