The next morning, I awoke in Syl’s arms. The feeling of the sheets felt like silk on my naked body and butterflies filled my tummy as I remembered the night before. It felt so good for him to make love to me and I had felt so loved in that moment. Even though Syl had large arms, there was a part of me which was exposed, and I couldn’t feel the warmth of the other body I was used to, also cradling me. The pain felt like a quick trigger bullet hitting me as I recalled everything which had happened. Tears began to stream down my face as I tried to calm my sobs and not wake up Syl. I felt his arm lift and wipe the tear from my cheek. He always knew my emotions, no matter how hard I tried to hide them. ‘It’s going to be okay. I’ll get to the bottom of all this I promise.’ He told me as he hel

