The morning seemed to come way too soon. When I woke up, I found myself in Alex’s arms. I felt safe, and something was soothing about having him so close. Looking at the clock, I realized it was after eight. Kayla should be up, but I don’t hear her. She typically wakes up a little before seven.
Panicked, I jump out of bed and put on a pajama set. I rush down the hall to Kayla’s room. When I open the door, I find her playing quietly with her dolls. “Good morning, sweetie. Are you hungry?” She jumps up and asks for pancakes.
We head to the kitchen, and I start to cook breakfast. I hope Alex likes pancakes. I probably should have asked last night.
This morning felt different. I felt different. The things Alex did to me were unlike anything I ever experienced. I hope he enjoyed everything as much as I did.
About the time I got the first batch of pancakes down, Alex walked into the kitchen. “Good morning, Schatzi.” Alex places a kiss on my temple, “What are you making?”
“Pancakes, are you okay with that? I can make you something else if you want.” I look at him a little worried. Last night he ate what I made to be polite. I don’t want him always to have to do that. I want him to want to spend time here. If he doesn’t feel like he can eat the food, then he won’t.
“Yes, I have eaten them before. We are not all about fondue and potatoes.” He gives me a teasing smile.
I roll my eyes at him; I turn back to cooking when a sharp smack comes down on my bottom. I jump and turn to face Alex. He is just smiling at me, “what did you just do?” I whispered as I looked towards the living room where I could hear Kayla playing.
Alex took the spatula from my hand and flipped the pancakes, then looked at me. “You were being naughty and thought you deserved to be spanked.” He looks at me, curiously, “did you not like it?”
“No one has ever spanked me before.” He raises an eyebrow, “Maybe I liked it a little.” Alex smiles at me, then leans down and kisses me. “Is this when I find out you’re super kinky?”
Alex lets out a laugh, “I wouldn’t say super, but a little yes. I think almost everyone has something they enjoy. Any idea about what yours is?” he looks at me with curiosity and eagerness.
“I don’t. I have thought about a couple of things, but they were considered weird.” I finished the pancakes and started cutting up fruit.
Alex starts setting the table for me. “What were they?” I can feel my face heat up with embarrassment. “Don’t be embarrassed to talk about it.” Alex wraps his arms around my waist and whispers in my ear. “I like to bite.” I felt him on my ear then lightly move down my neck. “Tell me something you wanted to try.”
I swallowed. It was difficult for me to talk about this kind of stuff, especially after Johnny’s reactions. Alex’s hands are still on me. His mouth kisses up my neck. No one has ever made me feel like this. I finally build up the courage to answer, “I have always wanted to be bound and teased.”
I hear Alex let out a gasp. “I can’t think of anything more erotic than you tied in my bed, helpless, while I make your body orgasm again and again until you beg me to stop.” My breathing has quickened, and I do my best to concentrate on cutting up the fruit. I can feel the smirk on Alex’s face as he continues to distract me with his mouth, “would you like that?”
“Yes,” my voice is barely a whisper. Alex says something I don’t understand. As I am about to ask, I hear Kayla’s footsteps, Alex quickly steps back, and I shake my head.
Kayla tells me she is hungry. I quickly finish cutting the fruit and set it on the table. Alex helps me by getting everyone drinks; then, we sit down.
After breakfast, Alex helps me with the dishes. “I should probably head home soon.”
“Are you sure? Kayla will go down for a nap about noon. That would give us time to hang out if you want.” After the words leave my mouth, I hear how needy they sound.
Alex smiles at me, “As long as you will invite me back, I will stay as long as you want, schatzi.”
“What does that mean? Schazi, Schessi, the thing you just said.”
Alex starts to laugh, “schatzi, it’s a term of endearment. You call someone who means a great deal to you schatzi. It translates as treasure.”
“So, your pet name for me is treasure?” I raise an eyebrow at him.
“Well, little treasure. I could call you igelschnauzchen if you would rather.”
“What is that?”
Alex gets a huge grin, “little hedgehog snout. It’s what we call someone we find cute.” I give him a weird look, “Look, Americans call each other babe. I would much rather someone compare me to a hedgehog than a pig.”
I start to laugh. “Okay, fair point.” We go into the living room, and I start helping Kayla sort colors and shapes. Alex sits next to me and begins helping her say the words in German. She and I both struggle to say the words correctly, but he never seems to get annoyed. He appears to be a very patient man.
After I get Kayla down for a nap, I look at Alex. “Would you like to sit on the balcony? I can make us some hot tea?” Alex nods his head. I quickly go to the kitchen to make tea. It’s not snowing today, but it’s cold. I grab a blanket. We sit on a small bench, I put the blanket around our legs and begin sipping my tea. “So, what are we?”
Alex looks at me, curiously, “I don’t understand the question.”
I feel awkward. I have never really had a conversation like this before. “Are we seeing each other?” Alex still looks at me, confused but nods his head. “Are we exclusive? Is this a relationship?”
“Oh, I understand now. To me, it is. You are the first woman I have interest in since Lana. I would like to take you out on another date, maybe sometime next week.”
I look at Alex, “I would like that. I don’t know anyone here that can watch Kayla, though, especially since it’s so close to Christmas.”
“Kayla is an important part of your life. Though I want all the alone time with you I can get, I also know I have to share you. Whatever you can give me, I will take it. If you can only give me Fridays while she’s at school, after bedtime, or during naps, I will take it.” He pauses for a moment, “Kayla is a good kid, I don’t mind planning things differently for her. I don’t want to replace her father, but I would like a role in both of your lives.”
Alex knows Kayla, and I come together. If he wants me, he must accept her. This fact doesn’t seem to bother him. In fact, Alex is accommodating. “Kayla’s father is out of her life; he became violent, and I didn’t want her to think it was okay for someone to treat another like that. I think it’s too soon for you to have any type of parental roll or long-term roll, but I think as we become closer, that might change.”
“I understand. What are you going to tell Kayla about what we are?”
“I don’t know. It’s not a conversation I thought about having with her. Honestly, I thought since I am a fugitive, you wouldn’t want me romantically.” Alex takes my hand. “I am delighted you do, though.”A huge smile spreads across his face, “I like you a lot Kamryn. Today I have laughed more than I have in the last year. I feel this desire to protect you and care for you. It’s unlike anything I have ever experienced before.”
Alex leans in and kisses me. His tongue slides into my mouth, I still don’t have the best confidence, but I feel safe with Alex. I lightly bite his lower lip. Alex quickly pulls back and looks at me. “I’m sorry, I thought that maybe-“
“How long do we have before Kayla wakes up?”
“Umm, she normally sleeps for about two hours in the afternoon. It’s been an hour, so probably another forty-five minutes to an hour.”
Alex smiles, “I can work with forty-five minutes.” He grabs my hand and pulls me to my room. He shuts the door and locks it behind us; then his lips crash into mine.
I pull on his sweater, trying to get it off him. When we both finally have our clothes off, he pushes me on the bed. “I am going to go easy on you since we don’t have much time, but know that the first day you have off, I will be here. I want you to give yourself to me with nothing holding you back.” His mouth came down to my neck then down my chest. I felt his tongue flick over my n****e, his teeth ran over the sensitive bud, causing me to let out a moan. He moves down my stomach to my s*x, kissing my inner thigh before his tongue starts to flick the slit.
“Alex, that feels so good.” I fill him making circles over my little bundle of nerves before wrapping his lips around it. Alex begins pumping two fingers in and out of me while his mouth continues to stimulate my c**t. My fingers weaved into his hair, pulling slightly as I go over the edge. Alex takes a few more licks before pulling back. Alex pulls another condom out of his pants, then comes back. “Before you put that on, can I taste you?”
Alex looks at me and licks his lips. He lays back on the bed, and I move on top of him. Sticking out my tongue, I ran it over the tip. I licked up and down, enjoying the feel of his velvety skin on my tongue. I started to suck the tip taking more and more into my mouth as I bob my head. Alex runs his fingers through my hair, moving it out of my face. When Alex hits the back of my throat, he lets out a gasp. I hear him mumble something in German. I look up at him, his breathing is heavy, and his head is back. Alex moves and pushes me down on the bed, then gets on top of me. He rolls on the condom then positions himself at my entrance. Alex begins pushing into me, like last night, he takes it slow, giving me time to adjust. Once I am used to him being inside me, he begins moving faster. I tilt my hips, allowing him to go deeper. Alex lets out a low groan in response. I felt myself clench around his hard member as I find my release. Alex’s thrusts become erratic, as he follows.
We lay next to each other, trying to catch our breaths. Alex looks at me with a smile, “you’re amazing, Kamryn. I never had anyone put that much of me in their mouth. You didn’t even use your hand.”
“Was I supposed to?” I look up at him. Was it not very good?
Alex looked at me with amusement. “It was a compliment. I enjoyed what you did.” He gave me a gentle kiss before pulling me to his chest. “Let’s rest a minute. When Kayla gets up, I will leave. I need to change and plan out our next date.” He holds me for a few minutes before we hear Kayla waking up, Alex and I quickly dress. I walk him to the door, and he kisses me one last time before he leaves.